Ellipsism

by Eyden00

Ellipsism: A sadness that you'll never be able to know how history will turn out. Such a pretty word to mask the sadness of the definition. A sequel to the winter opening and a prequel to the summer ending.

No matter how often we repeated this scene, I will never regret any decision I've made up to this point.
"We know what not to do next time."

I repeat over and over again. Yet as time continues to pass, and I stay in this dilapidated classroom, the sun forever setting as that summer breeze causes the curtains over the windows to flutter. There were never curtains in the classroom, I think again as I stare at their careless dancing. How silly...
I swipe at the tear threatening to dampen my already puffy cheeks. How much longer can this go on? With a whimper, I grab at the suffocating red muffler wrapped around my throat as if tying me to the tragedy that continues to trap me here.
"Please... I want to be with everyone again... I want to go home..."