The streets of Diagon Alley were mostly quiet with very few shops open, keepers going about to each other with gifts, goodies, and cheerful smiles, others returning home to their families wrapped up in scarves protecting from the cold wind. The snow crunched underneath their feet as dozens of owls flew overhead carrying wax sealed letters and brightly wrapped boxes.

Her eyes followed the large birds' movements behind the glass with a soft, trepidatious smile. Arms crossed to grip her bare elbows as she soaked in the magical warmth inside the wand shop. Unlike the past familiar Ollivander's, they manipulated their wands to have a more custom approach to match their wielders. The wand still chose the wizard – but more and more wizards and witches, young and old, were choosing their shop for the new and exciting experience.

A large fluffy cat jumped into the window sill, batting at the snowflakes that fell against the opposite side of the glass. A soft giggle came from her as she let the giddy, nervous feeling wash away from her. A crash of wand boxes came from the backroom, followed by a string of soft profanities, bringing a heavier chuckle from her lips.

Leave it to her to keep them here on Christmas day, preferring the company of each other over others in an environment they both love. Glancing up at the hanging decorations of garland and Poinsettias, small different colored candles lighting up surrounding tinsel and Amaryllis, she felt something missing.

Another glimpse toward the street gave her the romantic image of an older couple kissing, their gloved hands clasped tightly. Without a second thought, her wand was pointed at the ceiling. A ridiculous number of mistletoe magically grew around every archway, covering the ceiling in spurts every few inches.

Her fingers slipped into her pocket to fiddle with the edge of a small red envelope, something she had been writing and rewriting for many weeks now. She wasn't sure if it was perfect, in fact she was sure of the opposite. But it was the reaction to the letter that mattered. The right reaction could mean the best Christmas she has ever had, but the wrong reaction.

Well, lets just say there wasn't going to be a wrong reaction. She knew how to hide a body.

Warm arms wrapped around her from behind, a chin coming to rest on her shoulder as soft tresses of hair tickled her cheek.

"Merry Christmas."

Her grin turned Cheshire, "You've said that six times today."

"Merry Catmas."

The meow of appreciation for that one did not come from her.

She allowed herself to be led over to the couch that sat in front of the large, decorated tree. A large fluffy cat, a brighter color than the one in the window, was going cross eyed staring at the warped cat that stared back from a low hanging, red metallic ball. A soft voice beside her broke her train of thought on the cat.

"I have something for you. I wanted it to be special, something you love, and I thought written words might bring a bigger smile to your face."

A letter was suddenly in front of her face, and if not for the velvety green she would have thought her own letter had levitated from her pocket.

"Actually, I wrote you something too." Nervousness took her back over as she pulled out the scarlet red envelope and exchanged it for the green one. With shy smiles, they peeled open the envelopes at the same time and reluctantly tore their eyes from each other to look down at the pages below them.

Moments of silence filled only by sweet smiles and soft, shaky sighs turned into sudden blown pupils and lively laughter as they looked back up at each other.

"You!?"

"But you!?"

"But I!"

"I did!"

"I do!"

"I do!"

Unknown at just who was saying what, she thought it safe to say that the reaction was a positive one as the two letters fluttered to the floor seconds after she had thrown herself at her lover in an exceptional bit of mirth.

Eight large paws softly padded across the floor to the letter, four eyes glancing at the others before looking down at the first fallen parchment with a chin-tucked head tilt.


I am not a poet, I am only a woman.

A woman desperately in love with another

A game-plan I can only hope she loves

Though not near as much as I love her

I find myself wondering if

She knows just how amazing

Her brilliant

Eyes, wide

Gorgeous, I can't imagine

Life could be so wonderful

Without you

Gorgeous, I can't imagine

You have made life whole

But whole is not what I want to be

I don't want

To be anything

Than beside you

Where, is what I want

Where, is beside you

Wrapped around my whole heart

Wrapped around yours

Right now

Just now

I have lied

What, is exactly what I want to be

What, is what I find myself desperate for

Desperate for you

Desperate me

My chest hurts in a way that is

Nothing but pleasure

Pleasure I want

What I want

What I want to be is not whole

What I want to be is

Open and empty

Not empty of your love

Or mine

But empty

So, you can fill me

With experiences we share together

Always and forever

What I want to be

Is your wife

Marry me


I find it perfect, I suppose

That we would both assume

The perfect time to propose

Would be Christmas

Both of us

Perfect

Inquiring of a story to show our love

But the story of our love is exactly what we lived

Both of us

Perfect

Loving each other so much

Fit so perfectly together

That we would BOTH inquire of our friends

To write our proposals to each other

In a fanfiction

On Christmas

Both of us

Perfect