Mello was gone,he'd been gone for at least 4 years and matt had struggled in life those 4 long years. He felt as if all hope of mello ever coming back was lost now.
After mello left matt moved into the dark his world was dark to him....without mello.
Everyday when matt wasn't playing a video game in his apartment he'd sit by the window looking out it hoping that somehow he'd find mello,but he never saw him, but he stayed there day after day week after week month after month year after year watching people walk along the streets watching seasons change....but he never saw mello.
It was winter now the streets were empty the sky black the icy snow mixed with freezing rain hailed from the sky matt stumbled hopelessly along the street holding his right arm with blood dripping off of his body his orange tinted goggles sat on the top of his fire red hair splattered in blood, he hadn't brought his vest so all he had was a blood soaked black and white striped shirt blood fell of his wounds mixed with others blood as he stumbled through the street leaving a trail of red behind him.
The snow and rain stung his body tears were starting to spill over his eyes his breath fogged in front of him /your not coming back/ he thought in his head falling against an alley wall on his side closing his eyes "mello" his voice was shaking "were are you" he asked his opened his eyes as he stared at the ground, "why did you abandon me like this" he asked more tears spilling over his eyes.
He looked forward at the snow covered streets they seemed blurry now it was dark he was so used to the dark now "your not coming back" matt said again falling to his knee's from loss of blood and from the fact that he was freezing but he didn't care as tears spilled over his eyes he looked at the blurry dark streets again.
..........
"Why" he asked his hear was broken,his spirit, "why" he asked "why you were always there.....you were always there" he said sobbing silently "why aren't you here now....why" he asked.
He fell to the ground on the cold ground
is this it
he wondered he looked at the street but saw something....someone standing there.....it seemed as if a light was illuminating off of him lighting Matt's pitch black world.
"Matt" the voice whispered matt stared there with his eyes half lidded the familiar figure was kneeling next to him "matt" matt stared at the person
".......mello.." matt asked weakly but the disbelief still sensed in his voice matt could see the soft smile draw itself on mello's face.
Matt's whole world was full of light now as his consciousness started to drift away as his eyes started drifting closed
all these years my world has been so dark...so black ......but.......i never realized that....... .
Matt's eyes fell closed
you were my light mello.
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