For LegitElizabethWWEFan. Sorry it's late hope you enjoy though bbyg!
"Damn", I said dumping the whole pot of spaghetti into the sink. I meant to dump it in the drainer but I missed.
"What's wrong", P.J. Lloyd asked walking into the kitchen.
"I accidently dumped the spaghetti into the sink", I said angrily.
"It's okay", P.J. said laughing slightly.
"No it's not! I worked really hard on this dinner and I managed to screw it up again".
Maybe I don't say all the right things
Maybe I stumble on my words
Maybe I laugh at all the wrong times
Maybe I mumble and I curse
The last thing I want is to let you down
Cause all that I want is to make you proud
"Elizabeth, it's okay. Really", P.J. insisted.
I looked up into his eyes and felt myself start to calm down. "Sorry. I've just been working really hard to make things better".
"I know you have. You learning to cook was a big step for you".
I can't explain why I'm acting this way
I can't control it, so I go with it
I'm just a girl, I won't be changing the world
And boy you know that, I'm not perfect
But I'm perfect, for you
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
I looked down at the ground remembering the darkest time of my life. I was a drug addict. I had nothing. I would sleep on the streets or in the Wal-Mart bathroom whenever they didn't kick me out. Then I met P.J. He saved me. At the lowest point in my life he saw the light in me. Now all I can do is repay him for saving me. And I plan on it every day of my life.
I know I don't make all the best moves
And I know sometimes I get weak
But I know that I've got nothing to lose
Maybe that's what you love about me
The best I can do is to be myself
And hope it's enough to make you proud
"Come on. Let's order some pizza", P.J. said putting an arm around my shoulder.
When the pizza arrived we sat on the coach and ate it in a comfortable silence.
I don't know what it is about P.J. that makes me feel the way I do. I've never been able to sit in silence with a person and not feel awkward about it. He makes me feel good about myself.
I can't explain, why I'm acting this way
I can't control it, so I go with it
I'm just a girl, I won't be changing the world
And you know that, I'm not perfect
But I'm perfect for you
When you're in the room, my head is clear
You make the world just disappear
So open up your eyes and see
"What", P.J. asked.
I snapped out of my thoughts realizing I had been staring at him. Who could blame me we was very sexy. I shook my head. "Nothing".
"Liar. Come on tell me what's up".
I looked down at the ground, one of my many habits. "This sounds silly but being with you makes me want to be the best person I can be".
"That's not silly", P.J. said.
I looked up at him. "Really?"
He nodded.
A smile spread across my face that reached from ear to ear.
After we finished eating our pizza P.J. and I did the dishes together. He decided to splash water at me so I splashed some back.
"It was an accident", P.J. said. "I accidently dropped the pot in the water".
"Oh yeah sure, but the pot's all the way over there", I said pointing on the counter across the room.
"Okay, you got me", P.J. said pulling me in for a kiss.
I can't explain just why I'm acting this way
I can't control it, so I go with it
I'm just a girl I won't be changing the world
And boy you know that
I pulled away and I looked into his eyes. This was where I was supposed to be. Through all the stuff I've been through it led me to this. Right here, right now with P.J. As cliché as it sounds I think I P.J. and I are perfect for each other.
I can't explain just why I'm acting this way
I can't control it, so I go with it
I'm just a girl, I won't be changing the world
And boy you know that, I'm not perfect
But I'm perfect for you
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh oh
for you
Oh Oh Oh Oh