Well I love the books and I just watched Twilight and I thought it was bloody amazing! And then I got some really great ideas (well I think they are, not sure yet :S) and had to write this.

What if Edward (LOVE HIM!!) left Bella at the hospital? Would she move on in life and find someone else to have a crush on? Or would she try to find him? Lets find out shall we!

It might be a really stupid fic to start with but hopefully it will get better XD

I don't own any of it, all credit goes to creative genius Stephanie Meyer!

Enjoy! XD

NickyTwilight!

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Chapter 1 - Darkness Surrounds You

I used the text from the film as a guide for this chapter XD I dont own it though obviously!

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"Edward stop, her blood is clean, your killing her. Edward stop. Stop. Find the will." That was the last thing I heard before everything was black. Was I dead? I wasn't too sure myself, if I was, would I be like them soon? Was this the change?

"Bella? Bella!" I could hear a voice breaking through my thoughts, but everything was so blurry. Soft sheets brushed my arms as I tried to reach the voice. Where the hell was I? I slowly opened my eyes, half afraid of what I might see, but saw nothing terrible in front of me. It was my mom.

"Where is he?" As I spoke my throat felt like it was burning. I coughed to try and stop it but it didn't work. "Where's Edward?"

I followed her gaze to the side of the room and saw him sat up, slumped against the wall. "He's asleep." What?! "He never leaves." He never sleeps either, I felt like saying but stopped myself. "And your Dad's downstairs in the cafeteria"

I tried to move but felt wires attached to me from every angle. What the hell?! I looked down, scanning over my body and noticed something else too. A bloody great big cast on my leg! Images flashed through my head but none of it made any sense. A room of mirrors? Breaking glass? "What happened?" I mumbled, barely able to speak as I felt a pain start to grow in my leg.

"Well when you fell you broke your leg, and you lost a lot of blood." She stopped and looked at me, obviously noticing my look of confusion. When the hell did I fall? "You don't remember any of this do you?" I shook my head slowly and she carried on. "Edward came down with his dad to try and convince you to come back to forks, so you went over to the hotel and you tripped, and you fell down two flights of stairs, went through a window!"

More images flashed through my head. Standing in the dark in my old dance studio. Hearing my Mom's voice and then finding it only to be a video of her and me. Someone reflected in the mirrors. Glass smashing. I looked down again at my leg and saw the bandages on my right thigh. That's where I pulled the glass out. "Yeah that sounds like me." I said quietly, knowing that wasn't the truth, but she couldn't know that.

"Oh honey Im so sorry." there was a noise next to me and Mom picked up her phone from the bedside table. "Its Phil, he's so worried about you." She started clicking buttons and I first assumed she was finding his number in her phonebook to ring him, she never could work speed dial. When she didn't put the phone to her ear I realised something, that maybe wasn't such an important observation in my current situation but it was a serious shock.

"Your texting?"

"Finally yeah." She put the phone down and turned back to look at me. "I told him to stay down in Florida. Oh honey you are gonna love Jacksonville, its sunny everyday. And we found the cutest little house and you've got your own bathroom.

I stopped her before she could get too excited about it all, although I think she probably was already excited. "Mom, I still wanna live in forks."

"What?"

"I wanna live in forks."

"Ok, well, we'll talk about it." The way she said it made me feel like I had no choice, she was making it for me.

"Do you mind getting Dad?" I said, trying but failing to keep the annoyance out of my voice. I had suddenly remembered what I had said to him, and a terrible feeling washed over me. What if he didn't want me to stay? "I have to talk to him. Apologise."

"Ok baby, I'll go get him. And I'll get a nurse ok." She pressed a kiss to my forehead and made her way out of the room. I waited till the door slammed shut to turn back to Edward.

"So? What happened? Where's James?"

"I took care of it." He stood and walked across the room, sitting down in the seat next to me. "And the woman, Victoria, she ran off."

I stared at him for a moment, noticing something that for some reason made alarm bells go off in my head. He looked paler than usual, if that was possible. Maybe it was just my imagination. "Im alive because of you."

"No, your in here because of me." He's blaming himself for this? But it was James! "The worst part of it was I thought I wasn't gonna be able to stop."

Then I remembered. He had to suck the poison out, so I didn't turn. "You did stop."

"Bella you gotta go to Jacksonville. So I cant hurt you anymore." The look on his face told me that if he could cry, right now he would be. I felt close to tears myself.

A wave of emotions hit me all at once. Anger, confusion, annoyance, vulnerability, fear, rejection. All things I didn't want to be feeling from him and it all burst out as I tried to form a coherent sentence for him to understand. "What...are you…NO! No! How…I don't even know what your saying. How…what. What are you talking about? You want me to go away? No, I cant just leave you I…"

"I know." He interrupted, sending my thoughts flying around my head again. "But that's the way it has to be, you have to go."

"Edward you cant mean that!" I looked at him, trying to look him directly in the eye but he turned away from me. I tried lifting my arms but they felt like lead weights, I had no way of getting his attention unless he listened to me. "Don't you dare do this to me! Look at me. Look at me Edward!!" He turned to look my way but darted his eyes in another direction, avoiding eye contact at all times as I spoke. "Im not going anywhere, we cant be apart."

"Bella, there is no other way. I don't want to hurt you anymore." His voice showed no emotion but I could tell he didn't want to say all this. I hoped he didn't want to anyway.

"This is hurting me." It came out in a half whisper, and I wondered for a moment if he had heard me. When his eyes looked into mine I knew he had though. "You cant say stuff like that to me. Ever."

He stood up and my heart started beating faster. "If your not gonna go, then I have to. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did anything to hurt you, anything to cause you more pain than you've already been through."

"Edward don't…"

"Goodbye Bella Swan. I love you."

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Random place to end it I know, but I didnt know what else to write. I think I might change this anyway, Im not sure if I like it from Bella's POV but I wanted to be different, most of the fics are Edward POV. Let me know what you think, if its rubbish then Im not even gonna bother with anoyher chapter...although I am writting it right now! XD

Buhbye!!!