This story will be in the first person of Shinji. Please post reviews, I'm going to make this a very long story and I need to know how I'm going. Anything in italic will be in anther language. Their will be cursing, lemon, and other things that you might find offensive, and anything that is mentioned with a that means I do not own it or claim its mine.

After the impact happened, life seemed to return back to normal. Misato and Asuka were still fighting, and EVA was being repaired and NERV. Everyone that died that day was brought back to life, and the damage that was done was by the EVA mass-production series and from SEELE was fixed. Ever since the impact happened, I have seen all of Misato, Rei, and Asuka's deepest secrets. I have found out why they act like they do. Why Misato keeps on taking and why she drinks so much. Why Rei hated my father and how she was cloned from Adam and my mother. Asuka, why she always but up a barrier to keep people away from her, and why she is so determined to prove to everybody that she is the best that their is. Misato and Rei I can not relate to, but Asuka and me, had it the same, our mother leaft us when we were young, and we both saw it when they leaft us; but the difference is that she remembered it happening, and I did not. I was dreaming that me and Asuka were holding each other, and I felt her warm breath on my neck. It felt like heaven, but then I woke up, and I realized that it was not a dream, then.

"Shinji!" Asuka screamed as she kicked me in my chest." Wake up, I'm hungry, make me something to eat!" This time she had pulled me out of my bed by my arm and dragged me to the kitchen, where I stood up, and got some things from the fridge. Misato was sitting down drinking some beer to kill her hang over.

"Hey, Shinji. It's been one week since the third impact happened, and you saved man-kind from death, how does it feel?"

"Oh, come on. Asuka helped too, and it feels like it's today and that we should enjoy it."

"That's a boy Shinji. How does a trip sound?"

"That sounds great Misato. Hey Asuka, do you want to go somewhere today?" I asked Asuka as she walked in from the shower, She was in her red bath robe and she was drying her hair.

"Ok, where?"

"We are going to the..."

"To the beach!" Misato said over me.

Misato stood up real fast like and threw her arm in the air and spilled beer all over her shirt and some on the floor.

"Shinji, can you be a dear and clean this up for me. Then to the beach."

"Ok let me get some of my things, but I swear to god, if you look at me in anyway Shinji. I will kill you."
It was good to see Asuka was in a good mood.
Misato was in a good mood as well. She had realized that her life was more fragile then she had once thought. She was still her old self, but in a way she had changed. She has become more open to people's feelings and didn't drink as much. But still, two cases a day is a cut back for Misato. I had changed, I also found out that I need to be more assertive and be me, not what everybody wants me to be. I did save everybody, and that took some big balls because if I didn't remember of all of that people that I wanted to see again, and let depression take hold of me. Then I am the lowest of the low. Kaji once told me 'That it takes a bigger of a man to stand up to his problems and fail, then is it for a boy to run away and everything works out.'

I didn't understand what exactly he meant that day but now I understand. And I didn't run away, I found out that Asuka has some feelings for me when Misato told me that she needs me to be their for her and for that I'm the reason for her to pilot EVA. And that everybody depended on me. I love Misato, Rei, and Asuka. They are my family.

As for Asuka, I'm not sure how the impact affected her, she was nicer then she usually was to me. But it seemed like that barrier that she but up was slowly coming down.

As we finished eating breakfast I cleaned up the mess that we made and Asuka came over to me and asked if she could help.

"Sure Asuka, but you don't have to I have it. Go and get ready for the beach. This would be like our first vacation." I smiled because I thought of this as a trip with my family. Rei was not going, something with her being tested to see how thing happened like they did. Asuka smiled and put her hands behind her neck and said

"Ok Shinji, you do have a point, A queen should not do peasant work." Then her hand came down and slapped me in the face." But if you should ever tell me what to do again, it will be more then your face.

"Asuka quit hitting Shinji, and Shinji you know that Asuka can take care of her self with out anyone's help, so leave her to do what she wants."
When Misato said that Asuka flinched a little, like someone went to hit her. She looked down at the ground, and frowned. Misato asked

"Asuka what's wrong? Is something bothering you? You can tell me, is it Shinji?"

I wondered if she was alone and was starting to feel the effects of it, or that she was deep in thought. She ran into her room and slammed the door behind. I looked over at Misato and said

"What was all that about? What is wrong with Asuka?

"I don't know, she has been acting weird since the impact happened, EVA won't be up for a while, and I just want to get out of this dump."

We both went on thinking for a while then I said.

"I'll go and see what is wrong with her.''

I knew that I was going into the lions pit, and I would probably die, but I cared for her. As soon as I was about to knock on her door, she popped out and said

"Ready. How about you two? Always lagging behind and lazy, be more German, and be ready!"
Wow talk about a mood swing. As we got ready and started to walk out to the car, I noticed that she had wiped a tear coming down her face.

We went to the beach, the same one where I was choking Asuka after the impact happened. Misato looked around and saw the Angels still standing in the water and the imprint of where Asuka and I once laid. But since then people from all around came here to see the petrified angels.

"Wait right here you baka dummkompf."Asuka replied as she walked in the changing booth. Misato followed her and changed as well. As for me, I changed at home. I took a seat in a chair while the girl went and changed.

Asuka came out with a small two piece red bathing suit and Misato was an even small pink suit.

"Hey there Shinji, do you like what you see?" Asked Asuka as she walked over to me, and leaned over to meet me at eye level.

"Why yes Asuka, you look beautiful and your hair is perfect." Just something to make her feel better.

"Wrong answer, what don't I look good all of the time? And what about my hair, isn't it always right? But thanks for the comment. But unfortunately now I must kill you."

"Great, we aren't here for more then a minute and Asuka is trying to kill Shinji. Hey Asuka, quit trying to kill your boyfriend and come here and put some lotion on my back."

When Misato made that comment Asuka went off. We both blushed and I smiled.

"So she does have feelings for me.'' This comforted my mind to think that someone that is not an angel does love me. I figured that she did.

"Don't say that that hentai is my boyfriend. I want somebody that is strong and can protect me."

"Yeah, I'll just give Shinji come condoms then he can REALLY protect you." Misato whispered under neath her breath and laughed at the comment.

When she got done putting the sun tanning lotion on her and walked over to me and asked if I could rub her back next. she put some the lotion bottle in my hands and I did as I was told.

"Shinji, since when were you so good at rubbing backs?"

"What do you mean?''

''I asked to put lotion on my back not a massage but continue, it feels good."

After a while we went swimming. The water was fresh and Asuka went on about how she is better at swimming then me.

"Ok Shinji, I'll race you to that stupid angel that I killed and back, and if I win you have to be my slave for a week."

"But what if you loose?"

She took off swimming and I soon followed and caught up to her. the angel was 50 yards away from us, on the return swim I caught up to her and passed her.

"That was no fair you cheated!"

"How when you got a head start?"

"What ever you win, like always."

"Asuka don't take it that serious, it's for fun. If you want I'll still be your slave?"

"What ever, I don't need your sythmpany.''

With that she got changed and walked away; I figured that she had a lot of things on her mind and that she needed some thin to her self to think about everything.

After four hours, she still didn't return. I got worried about her. I got changed and walked over to the slightly tanned Misato with the words SLUT on her back, they were white. Probably from tanning with spots missing...Asuka must of done that. I woke her up and said.

"Hey Misato, Asuka went off on her own a while back, I'm going to look for her ok?"

"Sure, just call a cab to get you home.''

As I walked around the town looking for Asuka, I saw some of the people around here, they didn't look nice. I hope that she is ok. It was about a hour later and many miles walked when I came up to a red head.

"Hey Asuka, I'm so glad that you are alright, look I'm really sorry about before."

"Hey, who is that? Is this your friend? Do you want him dead too?" Said a dark figure in the shadows, it was dust the worst time of the day. I saw a silhouette of a man with a gun. I walked up to Asuka's side and saw this man about six foot standing their.

"Asuka are you alright?" She was crying, and her shirt was torn down and her purse was on the ground. I have never seen her like this. She looked over at me and mouthed the words 'help me Shinji, please.' I got angry, I am not going to stand their and let someone hurt her like this. I walked up to he guy and said

"Hey, what the fuck are you going to do to us? UHH...punk.''

"Shinji don't he will kill you, please just don't say anything. I don't want you to leave me.''

''Yeah, listen to your little friend there, I'll shoot you like it was nothing, why? Because you are nothing to me.''

"One more thing before you off me and Asuka. Your gun has the safety on." When he looked down I kicked the gun out of his hands then I punched him in his face. He was knocked to the ground and he was laying their. Asuka went and grabbed the gun and her belongings.

"Asuka what is the gun for?"

"One it will make for my collection and two, it's for our protection."

She clings on to my arm as we walked out of the streets and we called a cab and walked into the apartment.

A/N: Well their is chapter one. Hope that you enjoy it. Please review, this is going to be good, will Shinji tell Asuka how he is feeling or will he not. Untill chapter two. Young as them