Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. They belong only to Stephanie Meyer. I'm just using them for the enjoyment of others.
Author's Note: Hi guys! Here's another Twilight fic, written by moi. It's probably pathetic; but I hope that you'll read it, and send in a review. I appreciate all reviews, whether positive or negative. Enjoy!
Jacob often asks me if the fact that Edward has to constantly keep his thirst in check bothers me. He says he doesn't understand why someone would stay with someone who can kill me and drink my blood as easily as vampires can.
The truth is, I don't know the answer to either of those questions.
Maybe it's because I know that Edward would never be able to forgive himself if something happened to me. He says that –if I ceased to exist- he wouldn't be able to continue living. With that in mind, it's very hard to imagine Edward sucking my blood; and enjoying it.
Maybe it's because I desire to be as special as the Cullens are. Maybe that is why their constant thirst for blood doesn't bother me. So badly do I want to be a vampire; so badly do I want to be Edward's equal (if such a thing is even possible). The only way I have a chance at becoming something beautiful and spectacular is to stay with the Cullens.
Or, maybe I'm just crazy. I've considered that option quite a bit. Is it crazy for a girl to be as in love with Edward as I am? Is it crazy for a girl to hang out with people who have to fight the urge to suck her blood?
It'd probably be best not to tell Jacob about the answers I came up with to his questions.