It was rather an unusual night for Blake. She was reflecting on how her life had changed in the past 2 years and she couldn't believe how much she had sacrificed in her life now that she was a married woman but tomorrow, she had to face one of the moments she feared the most and she wasn't sure she was ready... Gossip Girl the movie had been planning for months now and she had agreed to do it. She missed everyone so much especially someone she shouldn't be missing.
- She was getting ready for her first day of shooting. it was also the first time since two years ago, that she was going to see everyone. She met Leighton occasionally when she was in New-York, but the one she always wanted to see or hear about was Penn. She knew she had no right to ask about how he was doing but even if she wanted to pretend she didn't care, she actually was and not knowing how he was doing killed her. She was wearing her black shorts and a low cut blue blouse. She purposely chose the color black and blue because she knew those were Penn's favorite colors. While putting some cash in her purse, she felt an unwelcome hand around her waist.

" Hey sweetheart! Do you really have to go? You know, you don't have to?" Ryan whispered in her ears behind her

"yes I know, but this is something I want to do"

"Is he gonna be there"

"He? Who you talking about Ryan?"

"Your ex, don't blame me if I get jealous, you guys have known each other for so long"

"There's no reason to, I married you for a reason. You're my present. You have to trust me"

"I do trust you, my love, but I don't trust him. He is the issue"

"Stop being so insecure!"...Alright, I'm going,I'll see you in two weeks okay, you have to be in L.A tomorrow. Don't worry about anything. I love you"

While walking away to the exit door, Ryan gripped her hands, pulled her against him kissing her really hard and whispered "This is just to keep you going during these two weeks...I love you" Blake didn't reply, she definitely cared for Ryan, and felt very comfortable with him, she adored the fact that he could make her laugh even when she felt the worst but Penn was something special and nothing could change that. She knew Ryan trusted her but she wasn't sure If she should trust herself around Penn.

"We'll be there in two minutes, prepare your things" the chauffeur said to Blake.

"Damn it! I'm not ready for this" She was getting more and more nervous by the minute. She was wondering how Penn was feeling about seeing her for the first time in two years... did he miss her? Was it going to be weird? Was he the same goofy Penn she once loved or perhaps still loved? She had no freaking idea.

This was it. She was stepping out of the car holding penny tightly around her arms. To say she was nervous would be such an understatement. She walked in and saw Leighton and ed laughing and some of the crew arranging the sets. It was definitely bigger than the usual sets she was used to and everything looked so professional. She looked everywhere searching for Penn but he was nowhere to be seen...

Blake was standing at the entry door, no one seemed to notice she was here and she was getting a little bit shy so she stayed there standing still at the door waiting for someone to see her...
"BLAKE LIVELY, Oh My God, the superstar is finally here" Josh Schwartz yelled out... "can we all get your autograph, miss lively?" Josh joked...they both laughed and hugged each other...and others followed to welcome Blake. Ed was the only one Blake hadn't really talked to since the series wrapped up and she was so thrilled to see him. They hugged and ed kissed her cheeks but Leighton interrupted the greetings by pulling ed away from her, and went in for a hug "Blake, you ass, a phone call wouldn't hurt, you know?" Blake faked a smile but replied "i miss you Leigh"... they all went inside catching up on everything they did In the past 2 years.

A couple of minutes later, some screaming school girls were heard outside and Blake knew, the boys had arrived. Her heart skipped a beat at the thought of Penn being 15 meters away from her. The moment she feared the most was here... "Damn it! just act normal" she thought to herself...

A very flawless guy walked it, with his grey sweatshirt hanging around his waist, his black trousers which gorgeously fitted him and HIS CHEST HAIR peeking out of his V-neck shirt. This person was indeed the guy she once loved, Penn Dayton Badgley!
He looked so different. This was torture for Blake. She never found him so perfect looking. He was holding his guitar case and he walked in, his eyes not leaving Blake's. She was shaking. Everyone greeted him in. One by one. Except for one very shy person who preferred to stay behind and look from afar. Penn greeted them all and walked slowly towards Blake and fixed her in the eye for what seemed like hours to Blake. He pulled her in and kissed her cheeks " They both starred at each other for some minutes before Penn broke the ice.

-Blake? WOOOOW! you look so different and you somehow remind me of the 11 year old little girl i used to be home-schooled with... You look fantastic"

-thanks...Penn, eummm, you too...errrr...you...look good too..." Penn went in to see the rest of the crew...
Blake was shaking so bad...She couldn't believe she just muttered like that in front of him. "what is wrong with me" she thought to herself

It was lunch time, everyone took their plates and went in a room to catch up about their lives...
Penn took a seat on the dining table while Chace, Ed and Leighton followed...Blake arrived in some seconds later and Penn screamed out

"Here, Blake, there's a place next to me"

"damn it!" She whispered to herself... This time she couldn't escape him, she barely could hold the conversation with him and now it just got worst... She had to sit next to him..."now this is going to be so awkward" she thought.
She went next to him as she had been instructed to. There was some minutes of silence but then the conversation took its course. They were indeed having fun, teasing each other just like before...

-I'm impressed with your fashion choices,Badgley. That jean fits you perfectly"

-Thanks Lively! I'm actually wearing the shirt you gave me for my 23rd birthday.

-oh my gosh! of course. I knew i saw it somewhere... See? I had great choice... I can't believe you still have it.

-Well, I have to admit; I still have everything you ever gave me...

Blake smiled very shyly yet very seductively at him. She didn't know how to react to that... They were both starring at each other... Seconds later, Chace broke the atmosphere, got up and said "Let's all raise our glass... I've missed every single one of you so much, we grew up together, we learned so many things together, and today, I'm proud to say, you guys are my family... To a new beginning"
"To a new beginning" they all yelled out together.

(One hour later)
Josh called them all to give them their scripts. Penn and Blake had read the scripts a couple of weeks before and they knew they had most of their scenes together. She was definitely looking forward to working with him again.
Blake was shocked at how everything was so normal between them. He was still the same goofy Penn, and that was such a relief to her.
They all had booked the same apartment for the following two weeks. Blake and Leighton went for the shared room while the boys had single rooms. That night they all went to sleep feeling overjoyed of the day they all spent together...

(The following day)

Chace, Ed, and Leighton were all already on set while Penn and Blake were still in their respective room. Their call was for 11 o'clock. Penn knew Blake was alone in her room. He wanted to go see her and catch up but the thought that she was now a married woman was making him nervous. He wasn't sure if it was the appropriate thing to do...Therefore he decided to send her a text instead :
"Blake, we still have 2 hours before going to set, do you wanna grab a coffee before?"
...Six Minutes later and there was still no reply from Blake and Penn was getting more and more paranoid.

"Ohhhh fuck! She doesn't want to have coffee with me, damn it! why did I have to text her, she doesn't want to talk to me...of course it will be awkward, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?"

Penn was getting more and more stressed out and irritated while Blake had no idea about the text. She had just gotten out of the shower and she was applying some of her moisturizer on her very lean and slender body... Some minutes later, her phone rang... She ran to pick it up.

"Hello!"

"Blake, ummmm...yeah...so...errr...did you get ...ummm...my text? " Penn was definitely nervous and that really showed in the way he talked to her... Blake giggled a little at seeing how irritated he was.

"nope, i was in the shower! Why? You needed me or something,"

" ummm. Yeah...well, I was thinking that maybe we could have coffee or something cause ummmm...we still...errr... have 2 hours before our call"
" Ohhh ok, well, I'd rather have coffee at home though cause there's a bunch of paparazzi outside and I don't want scandal and drama if people sees us together having coffee"

" you're probably right, so will you come over to my apartment or should i come to yours?"

" well, we all know that between you and me, I make the best coffee, so how about you come over to mine" Blake replied

"alright, I'll be there in 2 minutes and don't bother opening the door, Leighton gave me her keys anyway" he quickly disconnected the phone...
"what the hell! I'm not even dressed yet, and he's coming, Ohhh no no no..." she realized she was still naked and of course she couldn't find any underwear at that exact moment..."SHIT!, Where is everything?"
. She finally saw her panties and quickly put them on...but at that moment, she could already hear her door opening... She was freaking out... "Damn it! Where are these stupid underwear?" Penn was already inside the apartment looking for Blake...

"Blake, you here?"

"fuck! Ohhh no! i mean, yes, I'm here, but give me a second though"

Penn didn't hear most of what she said and it was probably a little too late anyway cause he turned around and saw a very naked Blake who only had her panties on..."shit!" she quickly hid her breast with her hands, trying to hid them...

-"turn around, stupid" Penn burst out laughing so hard. his eyes started to tear up at her reaction but he indeed obey her plea.

-"How can you be laughing like that, you idiot, I was trying to tell you not to come right away but you disconnected the phone so quicky and i couldn't say anything... i can't find any of my clothes in here. Leighton displaced everything..."

Penn couldn't say anything and he bent over backwards laughing like never before...He found this situation very amusing compared to Blake who was freaking the hell out...but then, he saw her bra hanging around the corner right in front of him so he quickly grabbed them,

"Is that what you're looking for"...

"Oh my gosh. yes," Blake walked very slowly towards him while still holding her breasts.

"Give it to me, Penn"

"Why?... I'd rather see you like that than see you wear these things"

"Goshhhhh, Penn! I swear i wanna kill you right now

Penn wanted to turn around so badly knowing she was just behind him but that would make her feel insecure and embarrased so he preferred not to.

"Penn, don't be such a jerk! could you please give it to me now, its not funny, I'm cold and that's just not fair, you ass"

"Tell me that a little bit nicer, I'll probably change my mind!"

"Oh my gosh! fuck you, idiot, I really wanna cut your balls right now! "

"convince me, Blake, try being a little bit nicer"

"Fuck you! you're such an ass..! Damn it! ...urgggg! Alright, alright, I'll be nice... Penn, Sweetheart, could you give me my bra please?"

Penn burst into a creepy laugh and made Blake really angry but he finally gave it to her...

Penn slowly tried to turn around but Blake smacked him in his butt, "I'm not done yet, idiot" they both laughed...

(5 seconds later)

"Are you done now"
"no"

"and now"
"no, you ass"

"NOW?"
"SHUT IT"

"Okay, i don't care if you're not done yet, I'm turning around in 5...4...3...2...1...Here i come! Ready or not"

And as he did, he found Blake wearing the Balconette Bra which beautifully revealed a little bit of cleavage. She was the definition of the perfect woman. Her Full perky breasts, the perfectly tone thin legs, Penn couldn't help himself but to stare at her...

The way he looked at her, in complete silence, made her feel very insecure and shy but she somehow liked it.

Penn was getting closer and closer to her face... But Blake broke the atmosphere and yelled:

"Uhhh-huh! you're a dead man, Penn, run for you life" she shouted...Penn didn't even feel threatened...He got close to her mouth and whispered slowly

"come get me, if you can"...

Penn started running to the opposite direction and Blake ran right after him.

"ohhh darling, tired already?" Penn teased

"Watch me, You're going down today, you jerk!"

They were both dying laughing...But Blake was indeed very fast... The apartment turned into a huge mess...

They both ran around the apartment until Penn got stuck between the bed and a wall and had nowhere to go
-"where do you think you're going, monsieur" Blake ran towards him and tried to get a grip of him but he kept moving until she finally grabbed his arms and pulled him close to her...

Penn tried to let go but a part of him didn't want to... He wanted to hold her, and nothing could stop him at that moment, within a fraction of a second he was the one holding her arms tight... He was not going to let go of her, they were both breathing heavily. They stared at each other... They were so close that she could breathe the air which was coming out of his mouth, It was so Intense.
He moved closer to her, whispering slowly in her ears "I want you, right now, Blake, I want to kiss you so hard! I want my lips on yours, I want to feel you" He breathed heavily into her mouth. He could feel her heart beat against his chest.

But Blake quickly pushed him and he fell quite hard on the floor pulling Blake along with him..they both laid still for a second. She was on top of him. she tried to move away but Penn pulled her back in..Penn pulled her up and this time she was sitting on his lap,facing him and they both remembered their first time, which was in this exact position... Penn pulled her closer to him... She struggled to get out of his grip but he turned out to be stronger than she thought.
They didn't speak for some seconds... They were both breathing heavily... His hands were holding her waist so tight that it was even hurting her...

"Penn, let go" she said with a very calm and quiet voice. "I'm barely wearing anything"

"I know!, but I don't want to" he wanted to kiss so hard, he wanted to feel her lips on his, he wanted that right now.

"Penn, stop it! Please"

"No, not today, Blake" He pulled her closer to his body, she was shaking a little, his hands were caressing her bared waist, slowly moving all the way up to her shoulder blades and her neck. The feeling made her whole body go numb. The sensation was so powerful.

"Stop" she breathed harder while his touch got more intense

"Noooo!" He got closer to her mouth.

A nostalgic feeling had indulged its' self onto both of them. His arms were tightly wrapped around her waist while she clinged herself to his hard muscular chest, and her head on his shoulder. Basking in each other's ambiance, creating each other's warmth. He looked down at her, his eyes dulled by the darkness of the room. He gave that quirky smile. Caressing her supple cheek, he lifted her chin; their noses almost touching. She could feel the warmth of his breath brushing the top of her lip. She starred back into his seductive brown eyes.

He'd part his lips slightly, lean in towards her, yielding to the soft strength of her deep blue eyes, that engulfed him, gaining in strength until she found herself wrapped up in him, body, heart and soul. Very slowly, he touched his lip with hers. it was slow, sensual and breathtaking. He pulled her quickly deepening the kiss. Their lips moved together sweetly as one. She could feel him smiling which made her smile too. His lips were so soft and urgent on hers,trying to express all that he felt for her. She slowly pulled was so intense. They both just starred at each other for some seconds, reflecting on what had just happened.

The kiss was hard yet soft; fiery but wild and seemed to have lasted for forever. In that one kiss, She then knew what was behind that quirky smile, and it made her love for him, grow even more.

She liked the way he held her...she didn't care If she was half naked and she was sitting on his lap, all she cared about was that she was with the person she wanted to be with.

"Penn, I think we're getting late to go to work, let go of me now"

"How can I, you look so sexy right now, it will be inhumane to let of of you" Blake giggled in his embrace...while she was trying to get out of his grip, she realized there was something, which was getting harder by the minute in his pants, "ummm, I think we should really go right now" Penn realized she noticed that he was having a little bit of a problem in his pants... Now he was really embarrassed "I'm sorry about that, but don't blame me, there's a very sexy girl on my lap and she's barely wearing anything" Blake giggled a little..."well, deal with it" she realized she shouldn't laugh at him. This was a serious issue and he couldn't go to work if he had something in his pants pointing out.

"I think you should go to the bathroom, and deal with your issue, I'll get dressed"...

" Or...or...or. you can make my job easier If you help me deal with it"

"ewwww grosssss" they both giggled together at the situation...

Blake pulled away from him and guided him to the bathroom...minutes later Penn screamed out "Blake, I need your help" she rushed to the bathroom and burst out laughing
"I told you I'm not offering my help"... Penn was really having one of these moments...he needed help and having Blake laughing at his was not helping at all... "fine, wait here" Blake came in seconds later with a black jacket..."wear that, it will cover it up"

"That was not the kind of help I was looking for but I guess it will do" she giggled while getting out of the bathroom. This was not a funny situation for Penn though... but damn it, he covered himself up with the jacket and they both headed to work...they were both half an hour late so it's obvious the crew would be teasing them

" Eummm, you guys realize that you're late huh? Why is Penn's hair such a mess?seriously what have you two been doing..." Chace said with a cheeky smile

"Fuck you!" Penn said while interrupting Chace's lame conclusion.

"Ohhh, C'mon stop the interrogation Chace!" Blake added.

"we were just...ummm. you know... errr... having coffee... and we lost track of time. That's all"

"Okay then! Let's get back to work, shall we" Penn pointed out.