So here it goes—my first Angel fic!! I'm actually happy with how it turned out. I love the LindseyxAngel pairing, so I thought I'd try my hand at an angsty one-shot from Lindsey's POV. The song is Thanks for the Memories by Fall out Boy. Well…enjoy!!!
Thanks for the Memories
It's not the healthiest relationship.
Hell, you wouldn't even call it a relationship.
Every night you sit at home and wait.
"This is the last time," he always says.
You know better than to believe him.
Like clockwork, a knock on the door.
And there he is.
Sheepish half-grin and lusting brown eyes.
One night, one more time…
He shifts awkwardly and says
"This is the last time."
Those words again…
You contemplate slamming the door in his smug face.
And I want these words to make things right…
"Look, Angel, I…" you stutter.
But he's faster than you.
He quickly captures your lips in his.
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life…
His tongue slides into your mouth.
There's no love in his kisses.
Never love.
You know he uses you, but you can't stop it.
And so you do what you always do.
You surrender to lust.
***
Its a little past midnight.
The room is dark and quiet.
The only sound is your even breathing.
You almost feel like a normal couple.
Just two bodies lying in the same bed.
And for just one second you feel this glimmer of hope
That maybe his feelings go deeper than lust.
But only for one blissful second
Until your heart breaks again.
Because when he thinks you're asleep
He stands up and gathers his clothes.
You can't do anything but watch
As he hastily redresses.
He steals a glance at you.
Brown eyes meet blue.
And he leaves you again.
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great…
Le fin!
Reviews???
~sparrowxlight :))