Disclaimer: Sadly I don not own Twilight. -sigh-
Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes. :)
1
"Rylee." Chase whispered so perfectly in my ear. I closed my eyes and didn't dare move.
"Rylee, look at me." I couldn't help but obey. I slowly opened my eyes to look into his. They were the strangest color, a cross between red and gold. I knew what that meant and it almost scared me. He took a deep breath inhaling ever so slowly.
"Ah." He said as he exhaled. I struggled to control my breathing. I knew that I shouldn't be falling in love with him. I knew what he was and all the bad things he'd done. All the chaos he cause and yet, here I was, so close to him.
"What's wrong my dear." He whispered sweetly. I couldn't answer him; I just couldn't find my voice. "Do I scare you." He asked half smiling.
"Sometimes." I said my voice very quiet.
"But why? You've made me tame." He said. For some reason that bothered me. I knew it was because I hated the thought of him not being tame, the thought of him hurting innocent people made me sick to my stomach. But he was different now. He was trying to change, to be good again.
With one hand he traced the length of my spine making me shudder. His skin was so cold. All my instincts told me to be afraid of him, to stay away, but my heart only wanted to get closer. Sometimes I could be a very stupid person.
He'd often tell me that he saw blood the way an alcoholic saw wine. Some more tempting than others, some simply irresistible. He's also told me that I was harder to resist, but for some odd reason he could.
"But don't get me wrong, that untamed monster still lives here." Chase said pointing to himself. "The ugly monster wants your blood, but the good part of me has somehow has become stronger." He said with a thoughtful look on his face. He slid his hand down my arm and took my hand, he squeezed it gently. A look of pain came over hid face.
"But I can't do this alone." He said.
"But you not alone, I'm here."
Yes, of course. I mean without other vampires. It's just so hard." I pulled my hand from his and wrapped my arms around him. That meant there were three options:
One, the Denali
Two, the Cullens
Three, give up.
"I heard the Cullens are coming back for visit."
"Really?" I ask anxiously. Chase nodded.
"I'm planing on talking to them though I'm not sure that they'll welcome me with open arms." He said sadly.
"They can't just turn you away and leave you!" I said angrily.
"But, Rylee, I'm afraid they can." He said. "We'll just have to wait and see and hope for they best." He said giving me a hopeful look.
Please, Please. He needs to be with them. He needs to be with them. He needs them more than me right now. Please let the Cullens except him. I wished that to myself until I fell asleep that night, then again in my dreams.
So there is the first chapter. Tell me if I should keep going. R&R.