It was hard, you know, to realize you're never going to see the one man you love again.
It was hard to realize that he was a killer.
The killer of your best friends, in fact.
It was hard to remember all the good times you and he had together when he was locked up in Azkaban.
When he looked at you with those haunted eyes, full of guilt.
It was hard to keep in mind that he had used to be the good guy.
The guy that everyone had wanted.
But only you truly got.
It was hard to remember his crooked smile and his long black hair when he was on T.V. as a murderer.
When his smile was nonexistant and his hair was cropped back and coarse.
It was hard to try and forget all those soft kisses, hard kisses, passionate kisses he would give you.
When all you could dream about were them.
It was hard to keep your mind from that blazing look that entered his eyes when he was jealous.
The one he had whenever you talked to another guy.
The one that you would never see again.
It was hard, it was so damn hard, to forget those big gray eyes, big gray eyes that would follow you everywhere, no matter what you did.
Those big gray eyes that had made you feel so damn loved all the time.
Those big gray eyes that were his, and only his, that had been hers, and only hers.
It was impossibly hard.
For thirteen years, it was impossibly hard.
But those thirteen years were over.
Would it be so hard anymore?
No.
Yes.
Was it hard?
Was it?
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Ooookay...weirdo ending, I get it...once again, may be Autumn, may not be...all depends on whether or not you want it to be!!
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