Realization Chapter 1
By area99
Warning: Yaoi warning, go away if you can't tolerate such an idea and don't write flames for accusing what I think and write. Hello, this is my first time writing a taito so comments about this story will be greatly appreciated. hehehehe. I hope u guyz will like this story. Oh yah, and a note: I've realized that in most taito stories Yamato is always the one who has the horrible background and childhood so I've decided to flip it around this time or add some kinda twist to this story, hope u'll like how it turns out. Oh yah, and disclaimer: I don't own any characters in this story. Ok so now on with the story.
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(Tai's POV)
I've always treated life as a game, something you can not gain from or lose to. The reason behind that is mostly because of what I've encountered in my childhood, something I do not want to recall for a single moment. Through that experience in the mere beginning of my life, I've noticed that I shouldn't invest any true feelings on anything, especially adult human beings, a kind of creature that can turn on you any time they feel like doing so or think is necessary to do so.
It's kind of sad, isn't it? Human beings are created to live as a group, as a whole, where everyone helps one another to survive under such a harsh environment, but even though we were created this way, as time passes by, we found a way to turn that idea around and use each other instead of assisting each other. We've grown to think that our own existence is the most important, only caring about self benefits, what bitches and assholes we've grown to be.
Maybe also through this, I've realized that I really wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. To teach the young ones the right way to treat one another, while feeling the innocence they emit everyday, it's just like the only point of the day where I can feel not pain and concern nothing else but the present, it's the way those little kids make me feel. They are so little in size, but yet have such a great influence upon me, how incredible.
I've always thought these little kids were the only people who can take away my pain, make me worry about nothing but what's happening at the certain moment, make me take off the mask I wear around everyday, in front of everyone and anyone. to actually feel that I want to do something for him, to actually show the real me to them, to give him my true feelings. (hahahahah corny corny)
It's funny how I met him in a rock show, somewhere I do not want to go in my life. He's a famous rock star, having the ability to daze his audience with the cool blue color of his eyes, his wonderful singing voice, and the way he expresses his deepest feelings through the songs he writes and sings.
I originally thought that I would've left in the middle of the show, annoyed by the reaction the audience shows towards the singer, nothing but obedience and admiration, it was just like those people had no originality and self respect at all ( NOTE: sorry to those people who I've offended by saying so, I really don't think so that people who admire some singers talents are idiots because I have artists who I admire also, I just wrote that to make Tai sound like a more realistic person, sorry for offending some people). But even though I thought so, I was truly captivated by the eyes of that celebrity and through asking the name of that singer, while getting some looks of shock and signs of being annoyed and disturbed by my dumb questioning, I had finally gotten his name.. and his name was Yamato Ishida.
Maybe throughout the course of my self-absorption with my own thoughts and asking the stupid question, I paid no attention that a pair of sky blue eyes was observing me from the stage.
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Okay so hoped you like my first chapter, I'll try to update soon. Oh yah and pls review and write some kind of comments on how I can improve on my story or maybe even some suggestions on how this story should go. Those comments will really be appreciated! Thanks for reading this story *bows*
Cya soon then! Area99
Warning: Yaoi warning, go away if you can't tolerate such an idea and don't write flames for accusing what I think and write. Hello, this is my first time writing a taito so comments about this story will be greatly appreciated. hehehehe. I hope u guyz will like this story. Oh yah, and a note: I've realized that in most taito stories Yamato is always the one who has the horrible background and childhood so I've decided to flip it around this time or add some kinda twist to this story, hope u'll like how it turns out. Oh yah, and disclaimer: I don't own any characters in this story. Ok so now on with the story.
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(Tai's POV)
I've always treated life as a game, something you can not gain from or lose to. The reason behind that is mostly because of what I've encountered in my childhood, something I do not want to recall for a single moment. Through that experience in the mere beginning of my life, I've noticed that I shouldn't invest any true feelings on anything, especially adult human beings, a kind of creature that can turn on you any time they feel like doing so or think is necessary to do so.
It's kind of sad, isn't it? Human beings are created to live as a group, as a whole, where everyone helps one another to survive under such a harsh environment, but even though we were created this way, as time passes by, we found a way to turn that idea around and use each other instead of assisting each other. We've grown to think that our own existence is the most important, only caring about self benefits, what bitches and assholes we've grown to be.
Maybe also through this, I've realized that I really wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. To teach the young ones the right way to treat one another, while feeling the innocence they emit everyday, it's just like the only point of the day where I can feel not pain and concern nothing else but the present, it's the way those little kids make me feel. They are so little in size, but yet have such a great influence upon me, how incredible.
I've always thought these little kids were the only people who can take away my pain, make me worry about nothing but what's happening at the certain moment, make me take off the mask I wear around everyday, in front of everyone and anyone. to actually feel that I want to do something for him, to actually show the real me to them, to give him my true feelings. (hahahahah corny corny)
It's funny how I met him in a rock show, somewhere I do not want to go in my life. He's a famous rock star, having the ability to daze his audience with the cool blue color of his eyes, his wonderful singing voice, and the way he expresses his deepest feelings through the songs he writes and sings.
I originally thought that I would've left in the middle of the show, annoyed by the reaction the audience shows towards the singer, nothing but obedience and admiration, it was just like those people had no originality and self respect at all ( NOTE: sorry to those people who I've offended by saying so, I really don't think so that people who admire some singers talents are idiots because I have artists who I admire also, I just wrote that to make Tai sound like a more realistic person, sorry for offending some people). But even though I thought so, I was truly captivated by the eyes of that celebrity and through asking the name of that singer, while getting some looks of shock and signs of being annoyed and disturbed by my dumb questioning, I had finally gotten his name.. and his name was Yamato Ishida.
Maybe throughout the course of my self-absorption with my own thoughts and asking the stupid question, I paid no attention that a pair of sky blue eyes was observing me from the stage.
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Okay so hoped you like my first chapter, I'll try to update soon. Oh yah and pls review and write some kind of comments on how I can improve on my story or maybe even some suggestions on how this story should go. Those comments will really be appreciated! Thanks for reading this story *bows*
Cya soon then! Area99