*I don't own Vocaloid. But I do own this twoshot idea. Which I got after reading "For a Sick Boy" by renahh chen. Yeah XD*

"I'm scared."

Is that how you feel right now?

How hypocritical. And earlier, you wanted to help me. Awwwww.

Psh. You still do?

Do you ever know when to stop? Or is that just a part of your "charm"?

Charm. What a stupid word. A word only used by liars. How pathetic.

You don't think so? You must be naïve then. You're not? Oh…well continued to tell yourself that.

"Why are you acting like this?"

Is that what you're asking yourself over and over?

Why do you even try? I'm too broken to be fixed. Too fucked up for anyone to bother to come near me anymore.

A cheerful façade? Is that what you think I had at school? You don't? Wow…you understand me better than I thought you did.

Oh yeah! You're my best friend! Silly me…all my desires are making me forget these things, you know?

But you…are far too "pure" for someone like me.

Pure. That's a dumb word as well. I remember the one who used to call me that. But I don't know where he is now. Maybe he's down the rabbit hole?

That was supposed to be a joke. But I don't think I killed him. I can't be sure though. My mind's been a little blurry lately. Have you felt like that before?

Oh. You have? Yeah…it is tough. Isn't it?

So….you want to know what happened right? Are you sure? You just got back from vacation….

Well….I apologize if this taints you.

You're right….it is about Len. What did he do this time? No, it was all my fault….and the bitch Hatsune but….that's another story.

What happened to her? Don't worry about it now. I'll explain from the very beginning.

Len. You remember he's my brother, right? And that I love him very much right?

You know I love him in a non sibling way, right?

Good. You do know… you're our childhood friend! I didn't remember if I told you that or not. Silly me! I haven't been remembering anything lately.

Do you remember our childhood? The three of us always used to play in the sandbox! But then she came. And he came. Then it got sour. Then everyone else came. That made it a little better. But of course, Len didn't see anything though. His heart was never broken like mine.

He was perfect. I was…and still am broken into tiny little shards.

"Are you okay?"

Please don't ask that…I'm not fine. Not at all. I still have Hatsune's tie. Urgh. It actually suits a slut like her. Fucking bitch.

…oh! I got a little off track there! But, do you remember when the bitch and Kaito came into our group? They ruined everything. She was always hanging onto him. He was always flirting with me.

Eventually, Len started dating the slut and I started dating Kaito. He wasn't the best boyfriend. But not really that bad either. The few times I made out with him were boring. But he seemed to like it. Well, he also liked it when I got more enthusiastic because I saw Len and that….skank making out on the fucking couch.

I wanted to kill her right there right then…but I didn't. High self control? Hell yes. Wait. I kinda lost it last night soooo….I guess it doesn't count as self control, does it? Heh. Kinda funny, right?

I can tell your laugh is nervous.

…anyway! I realized that my boyfriend and the slut weren't loyal….see? They both were oh so similar. With their desires fro popularity, their overall perkiness….oh yeah….that was fake, and that desire for getting laid. Urgh. They both make me sick.

I haven't seen Kaito in a while, I wonder what happened to him.

"Did you kill him?"

No! I didn't kill him! Why would I kill anyone? I haven't hated anyone…except the Hatsune….my whole life! Everyone's called me forgiving, kind, virtuous, cheerful, optimistic, and so many other things! How could I possibly hate more than one person?

But, I have to get back to the story at hand here! I saw the bitch and Kaito…fucking each other on my bed. I saw Len come up to see why I was taking so long to bring them some food. He saw it too. His eyes blazed with fury, and mine did too.

I wouldn't allow anyone to hurt him like that. I didn't care for Kaito, so I didn't really mind when he was screwing Hatsune. What I did mind was that the little slut was cheating on him. With his "best friend". Fucking asstard Kaito.

"How did you kill her?"

That was easy. Just took her out into the sandbox and stabbed her. Took her little tie, cut off her hair, I pretty much tore apart the bitch. Wanna see? I buried her in the sandbox. Oh! Silly me! That's disgusting! You wouldn't want to see that! Ewwwww!

Can we not talk about those two anymore? I don't feel good when I talk about them. Can we talk about Len now? I like to talk about him. ….I'm blushing more than usual? Oh….that's because I had some dreams. I imagined he was…er….ummmm….having sex with me! Yeah…it was a sick little dream, wasn't it?

Did you know that's why I always get my hair combed thoroughly? In my dreams, he always runs his hands through my hair. I always make sure I have absolutely no pimples as well. He likes to touch me in my dreams….in my thigh and such.

"How erotic."

It really is. But it's hard to concentrate in class now. I always think of those dreams and the teacher scolds me. Everything seems so normal. Everyone thinks Hatsune's on vacation. Everyone thinks Kaito is as well. No one knows of my sick desires and I like to keep it that way. I hope you keep this a secret. I really do.

"What are you going to do?"

You know I have a gun in my pocket right? You know I have it at my head? Now you know what I'm going to do, don't you?

"Why?"

….because I fucked my own brother, that's why. I remember how last night, I pinned him against the wall and kissed him. And we did it. And I liked it. It felt so much better than those fantasies. But you know what? He was probably using me…just to get over the slut! I hate that….I can't face him anymore. What better way to escape than death?

"RIN!"

Len?

*to be continued…..in da next chappie! Lol…..that was odd to write (but fun never the less)…..except my parents are PISSSED! Leave a review ppl!*