Hi! So yeah, im really bored right now, and decided to put this crappy fanfic up… Well if you like let me know? Thanks! This may just be a one shot not sure yet.. btw this text :blegghh text: is Natsu's thoughts
Ever since she had returned to Earthland, everything had been different. Before they'd thought she was dead, they did so much together! She would grab him by the arm and pull him off to who knew where. He never really cared where they went. Most of the time they'd sit in the cool shade of a tree with a sleeping Happy on her lap. She would go on about how much he'd grown, how she was so proud to have helped raise him, and how much joy it had brought her. Natsu could barely remember all the things she talked about. He would listen to her talk, but he always unconsciously began to lose himself in the sound of her sweet innocent voice. She was one of a kind to him, and he wasnt even sure why.
AND NOW THEY NEVER SPOKE!
I frustrated Natsu to a point where he could burn someone's head off! When she had been presumed dead, and the whole guild was alerted, Natsu fell into a familiar state of unknown pain and sadness; the same feelings which he had felt when his father Igneel had disappeared and left him. He always locked that feeling away. After all, no strong person should ever let feelings of sadness and despair get the best of them! Thats what it seemed like at least. And after a few months he could've sworn that he couldn't feel pain from the loss of her anymore. But every time she was mentioned, every time Mira and Elfman announced they were going to visit her grave; he'd tense and become silent. He tried not to think of her, but it was impossible to erase the unknown feelings he had for her. Just thinking about those god damn feelings made him want to beat the crap out of someone! He hated not understanding stuff! Especially when it had to do with him! In his anger and frustration his right hand curled into a tight fist and punched whoever was on his right.
Oops…
A gorgeous rainbow of profanities involving Natsu's name escaped from Gray's mouth two seconds after.
Well at least it was someone I always want to hit…
"What the hell Natsu! You need to quit letting those flames of yours burn your brain!" Gray said angrily.
Natsu was getting ready for an angry retort back, until he saw her in the corner of his eye. He couldn't help but notice every little detail about her. He forgot about his rival instantly, and all his attention flew to her.
WHAT IS IT ABOUT HER?
Her short white hair framed her face perfectly, giving her that signature cute and innocent look. Her blue eyes were a bit dimmer than usual. She had the slightest bit of dark circles under her eyes. The upper corners of her mouth pulled down into a slight frown and she bit her lower lip. One hand lay lazily at her side, while the other remained still in the pockets of her denim shorts. She wore a light blue tank top with white stripes. He was so absorbed in wondering what made her so attracting, and why he enjoyed looking at her, that he didn't notice her attention started to pull towards him. She turned her head in his direction casually. Electricity seemed to spark through Natsu when her pair of sapphire eyes met with his dark pair. His head screamed for him to look away, but somewhere inside him, those unknown feelings told him to hold her gaze. He wasn't sure what to do, listen to his mind...
Like that ever works
Or listen to the unfamiliar calling. He lost himself trying to decide what to do, but he didn't realize he had been holding her gaze the entire time. Heat rose to his cheeks and embarrassment started to well up inside of him.
Just run! Before this gets complicated. Then everything will go back to normal.
But that was the issue! He didnt want their new relationship to stay, he wanted their old one to return. The only thing he could do in hopes of that, was listen to the other calling. He let go of his thoughts and let his instinct take over. He found himself gazing intently into her eyes. Sweat beads began to develop on his forehead as she stared back just as intently as he did. He couldn't remember the last time he talked to her, or what they talked about. He loved having this attention from her. It had been so long since he got this kind of attention from her. Now if only she'd speak. He just wanted to hear her speak to him. That voice… The same one that had told him that it desired to be his wife. Even if it was different and more mature now, it was still hers. It would forever be Lisanna's voice.
"Natsu? Are you ok?" Lisanna asked shyly. Her cheeks became highlighted with a tint of red.
That was all it took. Just to hear her say his name. Natsu couldn't explain it, but all of the sudden he couldn't control anything he did. All his will power to ignore the feelings he didn't understand disintegrated in his feelings of joy. He broke into a grin, and walked over to her. His arms flew around her, and he put his head on her shoulder. Instantly she tensed, and he could feel her body heat rising.
"N-N-atsu?" Her voice came out high and as a whisper.
Natsu began to feel eyes on them. He didn't have any desire to let her go. But he didn't like attention from anyone else. He slowly let her go, and took a few steps back.
"Uh… Sorry… But… Umm…. Thanks…" and with that he turned and ran out the guild hall, leaving the questioning stares that chased after him.
After a silence that was heavy with awkwardness, a voice broke out.
"HE LIIIKEEESSSS YOU!" Happy said in shock
