Change

by The Bleu Faeri

Inuyasha analyzes his feelings for Kagome and his own insecurities and fears.

I don't want to feel this way

Not for you

I can't explain these feelings I

Have for you

I can't because over time my feelings

For you have changed

And it's that change that frightens me

The way you lighten my heart

When I step into your presence

The way my heart stops when you

Smile

The breath that is stolen from me

When you laugh

The way you take away all the

Pain and doubt when I look into

Your eyes

It's this change that frightens me

The overwhelming feeling that I get

Whenever you're near me

Like some lovesick puppy…

Love?

Do I love you?

I can't love you, I won't

But I do and that change frightens me

Fear that you don't feel the same

Fear that our relationship will change

And it is that change that frightens me

Fear that you do feel the same

How do we move forward what is the next step?

Where will we end up?

Will you accept me no matter what I am?

Will you love me always?

Will you shower me with your laughter?

Light my way with your smile?

Capture my soul within your eyes for all

Eternity?

How can I tell you I love you?

I love you with all that I am

Kagome

I love you!

How could I have been afraid

Of these feelings?

Afraid of admitting this truth?

Maybe just maybe change isn't so bad after all.