Jen knew this was going to happen. The day was going to end as soon as it started. She didn't wanna think about it. She couldn't let her emotions get too her.
By the end of the day Colin could tell she was off. He always felt bad for having to leave here.
Colin says "you okay?"
Jen just nods her head no. No she wasn't how was she supposed to say goodbye to her best friend and deep down the love of her life. She wasn't going to see him for a few months. Which was good because hiding these feelings while being around him really suck.
Jen says "not really, but I will be."
Colin says "you sure? You know you can tell me anything."
Jen says "I know but, something's are just better unsaid."
Colin looks at her confused and says " what the bloody hell does that me Morrison?"
Jen shakes her head trying so hard not to let the tears falls. "Nothing, forget it, forget I said anything."
Jen starts to leave the room because she has to start getting ready for her panel. As she leaves she feels a hand grab her arm.
Colin says " no. No way in hell am I letting you leave me while you're upset. Do you not realize that I know you better than anyone else? Just tell Jennifer."
Jen says " I can't."
Colin yells a little "just fucking tell me damnit."
Jen jumps, she has never heard Colin yet angry or yell."
Colin quickly realizes what he did and says "I'm sorry. I know we have panels to do. You think we can talk after before I have to leave?"
Jen just nods she wanted to get away from him. She leaves for her panel. Pretend nothing is wrong and goes about being happy for the fans. She was so happy they were only a half hour long.
The panels all ended and Colin knocked on her hotel door. She opened it to find a tearful Jen with her eyes so red from crying.
Colin says "oh Jen."
He takes her in his arms, hugging her so tight. Never wanting to let her go.
Jen whispers "don't leave me"
Colin says " i'm right here love. I'm not going anywhere."
Jen says "this is probably the hardest goodbye i've ever had to do."
Colin says "love, this isn't goodbye it's a see you later."
Jen smiles he always knew how to cheer her up even the slightest bit.
Colin says " now are you gonna tell me what's bothering you?"
Jen sighs, she releases him from his embrace and goes to sit on her bed. She didn't even know how to start.
Colin walked over to her and say in the chair the desk came with and brought it closer to her.
Colin says " you don't have to tell me if you don't want too. I just don't like how this is eating you up so much."
Jen says " it has. I know you've noticed."
Colin says "of course I have. I know you better than I know myself"
Jen says " I love you."
Colin looks at her with eyes so wide.
Colin says "I love you you too."
Jen shakes her head "no not like that. Like really love you. The kind of love that I shouldn't have because you're married with two fucking kids."
Colin sighs "oh love."
Jen broke down again and he took her in his arms.
Colin says "we'll figure it out. We always do."
That night Colin didn't leave he stayed with Jen to make sure she was okay. Holding her close while she slept. He wasn't walking away now.
