Shiho lay there on the bed looking up at the ceiling gasping for air. Yzak was planting kisses on her stomach, slowly making his way up to her beasts, and finally reaching her neck. "Hey. You okay?" He whispered, his voice low. Shiho turned her head and looked at him. Grinning, Yzak asked, "You ready for more?" Shiho just responded with a nod, still looking at his face. Yzak flipped himself back ontop of her, ready to start again. Thrusting in her over and over again, sweat gliding over their bodies, Shiho moaned and screamed into his neck. When they had first begun sleeping together, Yzak loved it whenever Shiho would bury herself in his neck, screaming and moaning his name. It had made him feel as though she loved him…he didn't need her to do this anymore…he knew she felt the same way as she did. That was the problem.
Finally after a few hours, Yzak collapsed onto the bed panting. Shiho crawled up to his chest, resting her head. Yzak ran his hands up and down her arm and kissed her forehead. He didn't say anything to her. Shiho, her breathing becoming normal again, slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep. Yzak stayed awake listening to her even breathing and remembered back to their agreement, to all their secret "meetings", and to the party that began it all.
It had been two years ago, when Shiho had been 17 and he had been 19. The war had ended and Dearka was ecstatic about meeting up with Miriallia again. He had been invited to Cagalli's house for a party and dragged Shiho and Yzak over. Neither of them wanted to go, but with nowhere else to go in Orb, they both went along. Big mistake.
It was a couple's party, with beer and anything to get you going. Even those who had come single found someone to hook up with. Miriallia and Dearka hit off right away, as did Cagalli and Athrun. This left Yzak all by himself, not really knowing anyone…except for Shiho.
Yzak had looked around for her and finally found her in a bedroom by herself, sitting on the floor near the bed. A little drunk. Yzak didn't say anything as he went over to sit beside her. Shiho didn't say anything either. She merely learned against his chest, and passed the bottle over to him. Yzak took it. It didn't take long for them to start using the bed beside them.
Yzak moaned a little as he felt Shiho snuggle closer to him. Even after all their activities, he still felt the need for more. Sighing Yzak pulled her closer, and tired to forget his needs, they could wait…until tomorrow night.
The rest of the time spent in Orb, Yzak would go to Shiho. He would spend his nights and mornings only with her. She didn't seem to mind and they both agreed that they would stop once they returned back to the Plants. They could both get in serious troubles if anyone at the military found out about them.
On the last night at Orb, Yzak booked a room at a hotel and took Shiho there. They didn't once leave the bedroom.
When returning back to the Plants, Yzak found that he couldn't stop thinking of his time with Shiho. It distracted him constantly and he would spend nights laying in bed wondering if Shiho was with someone else. Feeling anger, annoyance, and jealously whenever another man would even speak to Shiho. He couldn't take it anymore.
Yzak rubbed his eyes. Shiho was still sleeping ontop of him. He should really go to sleep. He had to get up in just a few hours. But he couldn't go to sleep…the memories and thoughts kept coming to him.
Yzak eventually made his way to Shiho's apartment, only a few weeks after their return from Orb. Shiho opened the door. Yzak didn't say anything to her. No explanation of anything. He just grabbed her and kissed her, feeling relief when she returned the kiss. "I don't care anymore," He whispered into her ear. And she looked at him, eyes that expressed the same feelings he felt. Taking her to the bedroom, Yzak made love to her and finally felt at peace for the first time since returning back.
The next morning, Shiho had asked what would happen if the military found out. Yzak had looked at her, and realized that she had a point. Technically, they really shouldn't be having this sort of a relationship. If Shiho had had a higher position, or if Yzak himself was still a red coat again, it may have been okay. But a commander and a major were not to be together. Cupping her face, Yzak had answered, "We'll keep it a secret."
Yzak buried himself into Shiho's hair. Maybe it had been a mistake to keep it a secret. He had a lot of power, especially after the war. They may have allowed it, the public at that time would have supported it…now everything was running out of hand. He didn't know what to do anymore. He couldn't just stop going to Shiho…not after two years of sleeping with her…of loving her. That was the main problem. He had fallen for her, and she had herself for him. How should they solve this problem?
They would have to do something quickly.
The marriage was only in two months. He would have to find a solution. Tightening his hold around Shiho, Yzak closed his eyes promising himself that he would find a solution.
Hi! I posted another fic…just something that came to me all of a sudden. I didn't have enough time to really think of what I'm writing…or to organize it. I may just take it down again and fix it up.
The idea when I first began was to write a story about Yzak and Shiho and their agreement of just sleeping together to relax and you know. The original idea would have one of the characters falling in love with the other, and wanting more out of the relationship. But of course they would fall in love and everything would be okay.
Another similar idea would be that they are both in love, but have to keep it a secret because they could get in trouble. And it would just be a fic about how Shiho didn't like keeping it a secret and feeling as though Yzak only came for his "needs". Well, I kinda added both ideas into one.
In this fic (if I keep it up) Yzak and Shiho got together in Orb two years ago after the war in Destiny. They had a relationship that they kept a secret for two years but now one of them (haven't decided who) has to get married to secure the relationship between Plant and Orb (or someone else) I'm thinking of having Yzak have that position where he would have to get married to Cagalli to secure the relationship between Orb and Plants. Yzak of course wants to marry Shiho but knows that he can't because first of all public won't support it, the military won't allow it, and he knows that a marriage to Cagalli would secure relationship between the two nations.
This chapter was really confusing so I'm really sorry! If you have any questions, please just ask!!
PLEASE REVIEW!! Tell me which idea has the most potential…I'm kinda going all over the place….ummm…and I don't know…maybe they should have a higher rating…I can't do lemons so don't brother to even ask…I have like no idea how I would even start one….but review to let me know what you guys all think! Thanks!!