Dear Lord Sesshomaru,
There is a strange sensation when I'm around you. A weird passion. I have felt it once before in a lesser form. It was always towards you M'lord though. When I was younger it was about the trust, safety, and the friendship we held together. Oh maybe you didn't show it on the outside but I knew in my heart they were present deep inside your soul. You have always concern for me, M'lord and ran to my rescue in times of trouble.
M'lord times are different and my feelings have changed towards you. A stronger feeling now. I can't imagine living without you M'lord. Your visits make me happy and I try to believe you feel this bound between us.
Lady Kaeda has been speaking of marriage to me lately. It scares me abit. I'm only 13 and to be bound to another person and mated seems a foren term. I don't know if I'm ready for it yet. For I don't know of anyone I'd rather be with. I know by the time you read M'lord then I will already be married off, but it doesn't matter. You need to know how I feel Lord Sesshomaru-Sama. I love you and always had, I miss us traveling round together, I miss feeling safe by you side, and yes I even miss Lord Jaken-sama being annoying as usual.
I wish I could know how you felt about me M'lord, and that you knew how I felt about you. Even though I know my feelings are probably in vain. I still want you to know how I feel. I love you M'lord.
Love Always,
Rin