X Zell Dincht X

Counting
One,
I just wanted to try.
Two,
It doesn't really hurt.
Three,
I'll stop soon.
Four,
It looks weird.
Five,
It makes me feel better.
Six,
I'm not mad anymore.
Seven,
Just a few more times.
Eight,
I'm hurting inside again.
Nine,
My sadness is too much.
Ten,
I hate the world.
Eleven,
My aggression deepens.
Twelve,
They are all making me suffer.
Thirteen,
All they do is make fun of me.
Fourteen,
They just keep mocking me.
Fifteen,
I can't take it anymore.
Sixteen,
I'm crying hard.
Seventeen,
I can't stop now.
Eighteen,
They don't care.
Nineteen,
Crimson is all I see.
Twenty,
Darkness...

My sweet suicide...