I do love her. She is precious to me, very. I do want her. However, no matter how many times I reach my so called limit, she still seems so far away. It's not her, it's not anyone because it's me. It's all because of me.
Sometimes, okay, a lot of the times, I just start wondering why. Why am I doing this? Why am I here? Why is it necessary? Is it really?
I am here because I love Tsukiko, the first person who ever accepted me for who I am, she never treated me differently, and I appreciated that, so much that I fell in so called love with her. All this time not seeing her calmed me down, but every time she crossed my mind my anticipation grew, and as my anticipation grew, my doubts have as well.
I always thought that someone so perfect as her could not have existed only for me, nobody in general existed for any other individual being, probably not even robots, but back on track. There are many more guys who might have as well fallen in love with her. What am I? I am better than a lot of people, but there are many others just as worthy as I am.
Now that I'm here, meeting her after all those years, I knew and I understood that I had to make her mine. No matter how hard it is, as long as she's willing, I will make her mine. If I cannot make her mine, then we were not meant for each other, but if I can, then, I'll carry her bridal style and run into the sparkling sunset? Joking! Though that would be quite nice...
I understand now, if I'm going to say that I love someone, I should not shower them with doubts because they do not deserve it. If I keep doubting my love, what's the point of loving them in the first place? There is no "maybe" in love.
Hello! This one shot is written by moi, a Capricorn born on January 12th, there's lots that I want to say but I'll just leave it at that my life and love story of what it is now is exactly like Yoh's, thus, this fanfiction was written of my life, just fixed to match Yoh's and his story. Awkward, I know. Kindly review? Thank you very much for reading! (by the way I want to make it clear that I've never played ~In Spring~ before, only playing ~In Winter~ for now, sorry for any inaccuracies!)