Hi,me again.
Gee......Its sure has been a while,huh.
Well,I havn't been doing much,but I have had stuff happen.I mean it started again.
I thought I was threw with it.
Guess,I was wrong.
It was bad bad.I mean since I thought it was over,I wasn't even ecpeting it,so I really paniced!
I'll start from the begaining.
I woke up,while I was woken up by J and Sarge.,for our moring jog.I tried to get out of bed,but it was real I wanted to,but my mind was telling my body not I just rolled around for a second an didn't open my eyes.
But when,I actully TRIED to get up,my stomach was in knotes!I mean it was cramped really bad.
Sarge told me to stay in bed and that he'd come back and see if I felt well enought to get to class.J got me some ginger-ale for my stomach.
Once,they lefted I tried to sleep,but my head hurt so bad.I was pulling at my just hurt so bad.
Then I remeber hearing the voices again.
They keeped talking to me,telling me that it was alright,then telling me that I was a worthless pieace of shit and I should kill myself and do the world a favor.
It was just two voices at first,but then their where more,and more,and just keeped getting louder and louder!
Till,finally I just screamed and told them to stop!
I fell,out of bed and I blacked out.
The next thing I knew Jaden was shaking me,and I had vomit all over my Pj's.(Must have throwen up)
But whats real weird is that I didn't seem to mind the throw up,I had all over myself.
I remember telling Jaden that I was going to class! He made me get into bed.
I can hardly remember what happened after that. I hope Jaden and Hasselberry don"t suspected anything.
I hope this dosn't happen again.I thought I had it under controll.
Well,I can keep it at theres no point in going to a doctor for this.
I gotta go,bye.
-Syrus J. Truesdale
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