Okay so this is another extract from Elebother's story at the moment- once again from Rose's point of view and what's going around in her head. This is from 'Welcome to Torchwood'
Looking back at yesterday, it all seemed a blur. But nothing seemed like it was going to get better, let alone sorted out. And it was all because of that spilt moment when he looked at me, and I looked at him. That moment when nothing else mattered, seeing each other again for the first time in so so so long. He flung me into the biggest, warmest embrace I had ever felt with him, or with anyone else for that matter. My head was spinning with so many scenarios. I did know one thing though. I was home. Home meaning with him and home in his arms.
I sighed as I turned over onto my back to look at the ceiling. I felt at home here as well. No one could touch me here. As I watched the TARDIS central control panel move up and down, I remembered the length of time the hug lasted. Three minutes, four, maybe five but I certainly knew I didn't want it to end. I wanted to stroke his cheek and rub my nose against his. I wanted him to reciprocate the affection. I wanted at that very moment for him to kiss me. That one kiss that could have changed everything. Just like those three little words that never seem to come out. Maybe they don't want to come out, have no reason to come out.
I was glad that we got to hug before he saw that rock that took up most of my finger. I did love Jack but there was a sense of fear every time I was with him. I occasionally flinched at his touch; when he kissed me, hugged me, touched my arm. To add poison to the mixture, my relationship with Mickey had changed after spending too much time together again. Just like the old times, on real earth, at eighteen, nineteen years old. But that could wait. As someone walked though the TARDIS door, I turned my head to acknowledge the person. And at that moment I knew what I truly wanted; that tall, lanky, scruffy haired, long side-burned, pinstriped suited alien. I wanted him. The Time Lord. The Doctor. My Doctor.
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