HIMITSU

By D!33!£ Bl0nD

Chapter One: The secret?

I'll never forget seeing her angelic face that early morning in September. Her heavenly eyes gazed up at me in fright. They held so much depth, so much fear, so much ... sorrow. You drew me in at first sight. Although I wouldn't have called it love back then. I would have called it curiosity, or a project. But never love.

I remember it all like it was yesterday.

"Good morning mum. I'm off to school to do some early morning book browsing!" was my excuse to my mother. Truth was, I wanted to finish some worthless math exercises so I could master the stupid algebra.

"Okay, Roxas, but don't be late home today because your brothers visiting today with his friend" that sentence went through one ear and out the other.

The morning air sent chills down my spine and I remember thinking to myself as I walked to school that day that something different was going to encounter my life. Although, I wasn't expecting you. Of all creatures, God made you the one to catch my eyes when no other girl did.

The first day of school was always the unluckiest day of my life. Course I was always top at my subjects but still.

As I walked onto school grounds the sky was completely orange and pink with the suns kisses. It was then I first caught glimpse of you.

You coward away from the birds, and I watched and studied you as teachers passed by. Female teachers you smiled at. But as soon as a male teacher did you cringed to the side and let him pass. It was then I started asking questions to myself. Questions that I didn't yet have the answer to.

Question One: The strange girl that I had not seen before cowers away from male teachers, but is fine to teachers of the same sex.

1a) why does she seem so scared of male teachers?

1b) what are the possible theories to this?

This exam was going to be tougher than I thought.

Sub-consciously I began to follow her. Watching her very delicate frame wonder the halls with a piece of paper in hand, checking it every now and then. I entered the school block where my form room is so I decided I was going to do my maths exercises in there for a change.

To my surprise, the strange girl turned into my class room. I was shocked that she would be in my year because of her small structure and her height but then again she didn't give off that "newbie" aura.

I stood at the door, curiously admiring her actions.

Girl POV:

I finally found the room I was supposed to be in for form. My nerves wouldn't calm down. My fears ran wild. I was all alone but yet I was still so scared. I sighed before sitting down in my seat, resting my head in my hands, looking out the window. It's nice to be able to look out of the window and not be reminded of that terrible night. A sigh of relief escaped my lips and the weight was lifted from my shoulders.

"Excuse me?" The weight slammed back down on my shoulders as I gasped. That tone could only belong to one type of person. I looked up wide eyed at the male that towered over me. I instantly froze in terror.

"That's my seat" I blinked, quickly kicked the chair out, a bit too hard and ended up tipping the chair backwards. I gasped, throwing my arms towards the table but it was out of my reach. Shutting my eyes tight waiting for impact I prayed that this wasn't going to be held against me.

But the impact I had been waiting for never seemed to arrive, although I could hear the crash of the chairs, but no pain. I opened my eyes to find those scary dark blue eyes. The same colour as the sky that day. A dry sob escaped my lips as I jumped up to my feet.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...uh" He approached me, his eyes hard as iron. It was freaking me out. His blonde hair replicated him. Of all people he looked exactly like HIM. What if he had the same characteristics in personality as him?

He reached a hand out to me.

"You..." he spoke in a deep dark voice, his hand got closer to my face. What was he going to do? Cover my mouth so I couldn't scream? Slap me across the face for sitting in his seat? I shut my eyes tightly.

"Please... don't..." I whimpered. His hand paused, and he looked down.

"I see now. You're not just afraid of teachers who are male. Your afraid of every male aren't you?" My eyes widened.

"Uhh...." I blinked. No one has ever been that observant with me. Not that exactly hided my fear. I don't think any other girl knows the true danger of the male species. No matter how strong a girl can get, a man will always be physically stronger.

"I thought so. Why are you scared....?"

"Come on Naminé? Why are you crying?"

"You wanted this remember?"

"No.... No.... NOOO STAY AWAY FROM ME!"

Boy POV:

She screamed at me, pushed me to the side and ran out of the room.

New topic:

Question two:

Where does this girl come from?

What's her name?

Why does she fear people of the opposite sex?

And how scared of men is she?

The end of chapter one. want me to continue? please let me know, its a wicked story line full of twists hope you enjoy and expect the un expected.

Couple Naminé X Roxas

Himitsu I think means Secrets in Japanese.