Dear Journal,
I know it's kind of weird for a 29-year old man to be writing in a journal, but I need to get this out somehow. You see, I love this girl. This amazing girl. Her name is Lea Safarti Michele. Even writing her name gives me the chills. She's amazing and flawless. She's the most amazing girl I've ever met in my life. We've known each other for about two years. We play the two main characters on a hit-show named "Glee." In the show our relationship has been on and off throughout the seasons. Our characters, Finn and Rachel, always seemed to love each other in the end no matter what. This situation being the complete opposite of our real life situation. Lea is dating a guy named Theo Stockman. I've met him a couple of times; I think he's a cool guy. I'm just insanely jealous of him. He gets to kiss her and touch her whenever he pleases because he's her boyfriend. How I ache for it to be the same way between us. The only time I get to touch and kiss his like he does is when it's written in our script. We're best friends off screen. I try to make her feel as safe and protected as I can when she isn't with Theo. I just wish to kiss her whenever I feel like and become her boyfriend. Oh shit! Someone's knocking at my apartment door. It's probably her for our weekly movie night. She needs someone to watch "Funny Girl" with her. Thanks for listening.
-Cory