Running To No Where
I was running.
Running and never stopping. I don't know where I was running to but that didn't matter. It was dark and foggy, snow crunching under my boot. I realized it was snowing to no end. Amid all the snow, there was a huge house with a very big illuminated window. Through that window, I could see him.
Edward.
With a blonde woman, that I believed was one of them, a beautiful, gold-eyed, vampire. What was he doing with her? I started crying so loud that probably people within a two kilometer radius could probably hear me. I couldn't take it; I wanted to scream, knowing that he probably couldn't hear me. Again I started running. This time I knew where I was. I could see all the flowers as if it were sunset. I could see myself lying on the emerald green grass, surrounded by flowers. Surrounded by Edward.
My supposed future.
My reason to live.
My one and only true, true love.
I dropped to my knees, crying without humility. Words were darting through my mind, screaming at me. Denial, passion, love, betrayal, reasons, hatred. I couldn't believe what I had just seen. It felt like someone putting a dagger through my heart, taking it out of my chest and putting it back in.
With all these piercing thoughts going through my head, I felt ice-cold arms embrace me. I wanted to scream, but nothing escaped my mouth. I looked up, and saw him. His beautiful features, his tender lips, but most of all, his beautiful gold-leaf sparkling eyes, that seemed to look through my heart, like clear open doors. They were filled with love, passion, friendliness, sadness? He said something I couldn't understand, something I didn't want to understand. I tried to ask him who that woman was but all that came out of my mouth was,
"I MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME."
I was screaming out loud. I didn't care if that tramp heard me. I didn't care if people near-by heard me. I just knew I had to get him back. With every scream I let out. I heard my name being spoken.
"Bella? Bella?"
A familiar voice, a worried voice spoke me name.
"BELLA!"
That's when my "world" came crashing down. I was back in my room, with a worried Charlie by my side. I was wondering where Edward went. I realised, it was still just a nightmare. A plain dark old nightmare. Somehow it felt like it was real. But I remember; a dream is a wish the heart makes.