"Fili...", the brunette whispered, while he was slowly drifting back into the land of the living. His throat felt dry and his voice sounded strangely coarse in his ears. He'd never imagined that opening one's eyes could take so much... effort.

"Kili!"

But the reward was worth it. The first thing he saw was the blurry silhouette of his mates face. He smiled slightly at the sight and it seemed a life-time away when he would deem such an awakening more than unpleasant.

As his senses rose he could feel Fili's warm hand pressed gently against his cheek. Lazily he lifted his own to cover it and squeezed softly.

"Take it slow", the blond said gently, as Kili tried to sit up. The slight tremble in his voice didn't went unnoticed, but for now the brunette let it slight.

With some careful assistance Kili managed to get into a vertical position. He leaned heavy against the pillows and after he swallowed eagerly some gulps of water he truly took his environment in. He was laying in a soft bed and around him and Fili stood people. People he didn't know. People with sympathy in their eyes.

He put one and one together and his stomach dropped.

"I- No! Where? Who- Why?", Kili exclaimed loud, trying to get as much distance between himself and Fili as possible.

"Kili please calm down. You gonna hurt yourself", Fili soothed.

But Kili was having none of it.

"No! You lied. You lied to me! You said you're in no pack!"

"Well, actually I just said I have no pack of my own...and it is not mine, so technical...", the blond trailed off meekly. He hadn't expect such a strong reaction from Kili. Sure he knew that the younger was a loner, but this seemed a little over the top.

Back then the topic 'pack' was always a sore spot for Kili, along with all private matters. That's why he'd twisted the truth just a little... to make it easier.

"This is wrong. I, I have to go!", the brunette felt panic rise and his head started to spin.

"Kili you took a mortal blow and you were 4 days out cold. You need to rest.", the blond reasoned.

The thought alone scared the shit out of Fili. And the picture of the claw piercing through his mates stomach was one that would be forever burned inside his mind. Never would he forget the terror of that particular night...

He reached for Kili, but the younger one slapped his hand away.

"Don't touch me!"

The rejection stung.

"Kili please."

"No. I trusted you." Betrayal flickered up in his brown eyes, before it was replaced with something Fili couldn't quite figure out.

"You'll stay."

"Make me.", Kili snarled aggressively. His patience went thin as the clock moved on. He had already spend too much time with them... 4 days.

With a painful hiss he tried to get out of bed on his own, but Fili reacted instantly. In a swift motion he turned the brunette on his back, hands pinned next to Kili's head.

"This is not optional.", Fili replied with cold determination, showing his animalistic side. His decision was final.

"So, I am your prisoner."

The lad felt trapped. He thought even briefly about fighting his way out, but the odds were against him. There were too many of them, and he was clearly outnumbered

"No! Never." Fili looked utterly shocked. How could Kili even think something like that?

"Correct me if I am wrong, but the last time I checked 'holding someone in a place he doesn't want to be' is the definition of being imprisoned."

"You're no prisoner...", Fili repeated. "You are my guest... till you're well again. And then it's up to you if you wanna stay or not", he added sadly.

In other circumstance Kili might found Fili's insecurity about their relationship cute, but not now. Now he needed to get out.

"Fili you don't understand. I need to leave. I-... He'll-... It's dangerous!"

"Why? What's dangerous? Talk to me Kili."

You'll only bring death little one, the poisoning voice had whispered in his ear so long ago, and the words stood with him, there is no escape for you.

"Fee please. If what we had ever meant something to you, you have to let me go", Kili begged in desperation.

"I can't."

The blond nodded at his mother and Dwalin, giving them the unspoken order to guard what was his.

With empty eyes Kili watched Fili retire.

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There was no way he was gonna stay here.

A/N:

Hi, I am not entirely sure where that came from, but I needed it to get out of my head so I could continue with my other stuff :)

It's a werewolf AU mainly about Fili and Kili, settled in modern days. Kili is equals 18 and Fili is like 23. They are both alphas in this. There will be no OCs and WARNING: Durincest

If you find any mistakes, something that doesn't make sense, sounds weird or if you have some questions or plot ideas please let me know! I want to improve my writing and am open for any help I can get ;)

Reviews are awesome!