Hello again. I was up late last night reading Doomsday fics and I just had to get this story out of me before it could make me any more depressed. I won't lie and say I didn't cry whilst writing this, because yes, I was close to tears. Doomsday is just a special and emotional episode for me in more than one way. I hope you enjoy!
She pressed her face against the cold white wall. She could almost feel him on the other side of the wall. They were divided, by a wall and a line. A line of time. Tears and mascara continued to roll down her face. Her mother went over to comfort her, but nothing could console her. Just him.
On the other side of the wall, on the other side of the universe, The Doctor was grieving. She was gone. The void was closed. He would give the rest of his regenerations just to have her back with him. He never even got to tell her...
He found the crack, at Bad Wolf Bay. He just wanted to be able to touch her. For a second, the universe seemed like a small price to pay, just to hold her in his arms one last time. He heard the words come from her mouth. "I love you". He just wanted to scream them back at the top of his lungs, but instead he only said "Quite right". He summed all of his nine hundred years of courage and said "If it's my last chance to say it, Rose Tyler.." And she was gone. "I love you". He finished. But he was by himself. A single tear ran down his face and he just stopped. It felt like both of his hearts had been ripped out, torn to pieces and been tried to be mended and put back in. It ached and it didn't feel right anymore. And most of all he felt empty. He felt like this was The End.
Ahhh. As I said, Doomsday is a special episode to me and this fic was alway going to come at somepoing. I don't know why but I keep going back and watching it. It's like I want to make myself cry. :p. I still haven't summed up the courage to watch Angels in Manhatten again. I will have to do that near the start of the christmas holidays, so I can wallow in my sadness until the christmas special. Remember reviews are like cookies but better!