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Warning: Major Spoilers for Season 6 of Buffy.

Author's Notes: This from Buffy's POV and there's a tissue warning involved.

How do you live a life when there's nothing worth living for?

Everyday you live on

Fighting so someone else can have a better life

Fighting even though you feel dead inside,

And fighting for the memory of loved ones.

Tara didn't have to die, it was murder by Warren,

Willow was consumed by dark magic and I was forced to kill her.

Nobody can ever experience something worse than having to kill a loved one,

And I had to do it twice for the world.

Screw the world and all the vampires I it,

My sister lives on, but in grief like me.

Xander holds on, but just barely at his loss,

And Anya still does her old job in vengence.

Everybody has left and there's nothing we can do,

Riley, Angel, Mom, Giles, and Spike.

Spike, well we never find out what happened to him,

Giles is so far away yet it's like he's still here with us.

Dawn and I moved to L.A. to start over again,

But it's like you can never get away from the past.

It always haunts you no matter how much

You try to block it all out.

Angel's helping me put my life back together,

But it will never be the same again.

I just hope that one day I will join my friends in

Heaven and live on in their spirits forevermore.

1 The End

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