A/N: Don't ask. Better yet, don't read.




sitting here listening to john mayer
i intended to again mock the stupid,
stupid drone-like christians

but then i realized how incapable i am
of being serious
without becoming angry
or furious for days
i know
because the last time
i argued at mock congress
i stewed for days

people just don't get it.
why?

only god knows

and i say that in a sardonic tone
because there is no god
and i think it's funny
because i'm over the shock

and now i change the song
to a rage aginst the machine song i love
and it's good
so i'll sit in front of my computer for a while longer.

i keep restarting the song
because i love the beginning
'rebel
rebel and yell
cause our people still live in hell'
'lord i wish i could be peaceful
but there can be no sequel'
and i like the words.

i can prove god is dead, you know
just like how i can prove that if 2x=4, then x=2.
but right now i don't feel like it.
ask me, though
and i will
in an instant.

all i can say is,
forgive them, for they know not what they do
(right out of your savior's mouth)

it's true.
you don't know what you're doing
you don't realize the crippling effects that you have on society

and now i'm mad
and my back is tensing
and i'm sitting up straight
on the defense
for the next remark
because it will come

it always does.

-

o brave new world that has such people in it

forgive them,
(you stupid morons, how you hurt others)

for they know not
(you don't even know what you do)

what they do.
(and you think i'm talking about me. i'm not)

and they know not
(you have no idea.)

what they don't.

-

now my ardrenaline is up
and i'm in flight or fight
not prepared to sit down
and study the heart
so i won't.

i can feel everything.
i feel every cell in my body
poised for an attack
because it will come

it's coming back around again.
the vengeance of the people of the sun.

and now i'm ready

readysetgo
bang.

-

you hypocrites
you wave a book
and burn my sacred ones
dare i burn yours?
no
the initimidation
is everywhere
god is dead, morons

you bastards
for thinking that you are the only
right ones.
for presuming you are right
and that god loves you
if he can see you and if he existed, he would be disgusted

i'm so mad right now
i could hurt someone.

-

don't you realize
what happens

what happens in this world,
this brave new world that has such people in it
o ye gods that aren't there
stop this
stop them
they're insane

I HATE THEM

i hate them
hate them
hate them

and i can't even bring myself to pity
the poor stupid souls
because i hate them

STOP.

you must

i hate you
i hate you because you think you're right
i hate you because you think you have all the answers
i hate you because you don't think
i hate you because you don't understand
i hate you because you won't understand
i hate you because you don't care
i hate you because you think you care
i hate you because you're hypocrites
i hate you because you push your views on me
i hate you because you let them brainwash you. YOU LET THEM
i hate you because you are wrong and won't admit it
i hate you because i can't win
against something so wrong
it needs to burn
and i should be so easy to make you see
but i'm not patient
so i can't help your brainwashed soul.

i hate you because you are so despicable that you make me hate
something that doesn't exist
you make me hate god.
but he's not there to hate
so i waste my energy
and i can't take it any longer
i'm about to break
and i'm afraid of what will happen if i do

-

now i pity you
and wish i was simple minded enough
to belive in an abba daddy (YES!) who loved me
and cared about me

but that would refute all logic
so i can't
because logic is right.

if it wasn't, it wouldn't be logic

-

i can't bring myself to stop writing.
it's too much to keep inside

you killers
you murderers
you rapists
you misogynists

i guess if there's one thing that the ancient greeks taught us,
it's that hubris is a great quality

i think i heard that line somewhere.

you slaughterers
you hypocrites
you morons
you idiots
you retards-when i say retards, i mean it seriously
you jackasses
you stubborn morons

and in a way i wish i was you
and i didn't have to find the answers,
someone just told me them.


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i guess it's because
i know
and you don't


hehe
pie.



---Well. Don't know where that came from. I don't want reviews; I am simply fulfilling a primal need by posting.