I look at the things around me

We all are just locked in

As the world slowly spins

Dangling by its tiny red thread

And as the days pass long old

I sit alone

Thinking of what life would really be like

What if it could be

If I could disappear

If I could be alone

I don't want to hurt anymore

I don't want to be a pwan in this game anymore

All I do is sit thinking of what could be

Would be

And if I were to try

But I won't try for fear of the look in your eyes

I shun it all away

I turn it into hate

I turn it into my time of demise

So I can be free

Be free from this world

With no more cares

With no more doubts

I want to live alone