I don't own Sailor Moon or any of its Characters.
What happens when someone you love betrays you?
What happens when the love that you once felt shatters?
Some people say that the eyes are the window to a persons soul.
What does losing your soul feel like?
Is it like someone piercing your heart with a million shards of glass?
Well to me it felt worse, I never want to feel that pain again, Yet I know I will.
Some say to love someone is better than not having loved at all………. I would rather have not loved.
If I had not fallen in love then these tears wouldn't be falling, My heart wouldn't be broken into something that cannot be repaired.
Yet no matter how much pain I have been through I still want to feel love again.
I want to feel like I am soaring through heaven on wings that have always been there to hold me, to comfort me and to catch me when I fall.
I want those arms to wrap round me night after night. I want the heated passion of his kisses to enfold me over and over again.
I want to be left feeling high on the best possible level that cannot be obtained through an illegal substance.
But most of all I want the love of my life back, my soul mate, The one true person who can make me happy no matter what mood I am in.
I want it more than I could ever imagine wanting anything else.
But I can never have it back in this life time, nor the next.
What I wouldn't give to turn back time so that I could change the things that made me feel this way.
I would change everything that happened on that fateful day when my whole world came crashing down around me.
I would tell him I love him, I would keep him with me always and forever.
Maybe then this would have been different, I wouldn't be feeling so alone.
Maybe then he would have seen the car coming towards him and moved out of the way.
Maybe then I wouldn't be here in this cold emotionless place, living the worst nightmare I could possibly imagine.
No one can see the real pain I am in, No one even notices the tears rolling down my cheeks or the heartbroken sobs raking through my body so forcefully that it hurts.
How many times today will I think of those two simple words?
What If ?
Well what do you think? Should I carry on or just leave it there?
This is my first ever shot at writing so please be nice?