Title: Don't Wake Me Up From This Dream.
Pairing: Ace x Luffy; Zoro x Sanji Contain: Character Death/Romance/Angst/Drama/Murder/ Self-harm / M-Preg / Zombie /Suicide /OOC / Cross-dressing Males
Summary: Its been two years since his brother Ace died in that house fire at his friend's house. Luffy still couldn't get over the fact that his older brother and ONLY family is long gone. Luffy hurts himself to make the pain and heartache to go away. But what happened that he started to seeing thing of his beloved brother? What could that possible be? When he's dead?
Author Note: I know,I know I'm updating others story then sticking with mines but sorry. I got so many idea for Ace x Luffy, they most love yaoi couple in my eyes next to Zoro x Sanji. And this gonna be a M-Preg's as well since this fanclub lack of it. -Pout- shame on you guys. And sorry for any OOC but bare with me when it get good.
'Dearly My Beloved,If this love only exist in my dreams then please don't wake me up. If you do Kiss me away the pain when I dream of you.'
Luffy tosses and turn in his bed from another sleepless nightmare. He barely getting any sleep; no more after his beloved brother Ace died.
He still remembered it from this day every little detail,he remembered that afternoon when he was at Sanji's house to try out his new dish of food and help him to knit this scarf for Ace. Ten minutes later he had a feeling something was off despite Sanji's having friends over as but he had an odd bad feeling today. But shook it off until his phone rang and answered it.. That's phone call turn his perfect life into a living hell of fun.
He ran over to Sabo's house who house was currently on fire and Sabo was coughing out smoke from his on the stretcher and groaning in pain,crying. Luffy try to run pass the fire fighters but they didn't let him through. Yelling that his brother was still inside until the the house exploded into pieces. His legs give out and his eyes started to hurt burning from the tears having and a hard time breathing until he passed out. Waking up in a white room with his Uncle and his two fathers,grandpa. He slowly hold his head with his trembling hands screaming in sorrow. That his beloved brother that he was secretly in love with; is GONE! All he wanted is to die and be by his side but he couldn't do it.. He doesn't have the guts to do it...
Luffy sigh in his bed burying his tears stained face into's Ace's old pillow since it smell like him... He gripped on his blanket that was covered in monkey and spades design. He gotten that gift from Ace on his fourteen birthday. He kicked off the off the blanket staggered into the bathroom that was in the bedroom. He stare at himself in the mirror. He looked pale and with a sad pathetic frown upon his face,his bright dark brown eyes were dull lifeless with no soul locked away. He open the bottom draw and pulled out a razor stain with blood. He slowly cut himself across the wrist and moan in happiness that pain is gone for the moment. He cut him a bit deeper again on his shoulder,bit on his lower lip to not let a moan of happiness escaped his mouth. He put the razor back in his safe place so no one where its at. He slowly made it back to his bed and grabbed the photo of smiling Ace from the bed post to his bed. He softly curled up to the photo and holding it like it was infant baby. Softly started talking quietly to it with a sad emotionless voice.
"Ne,Ace I miss you? I hope you know I missed you these passed two WHOLE years of pain... Bastard you promise you wouldn't leave me alone... Sabo is keeping me company these days along with my others friends... I checked on Marco he's cheering up now aleast after your death even thou it was two years ago... I regretted not telling you my feelings toward you... And no the brotherly love... I mean true fucking 'love' idiot... Yeah? I love you so much its hurt me not seeing your handsome face... Well I need some type of sleep so I can go to school." he quietly speaking to the fame picture. He reached over on the night stand and shallow two sleeping pill dry. He turn over and went to sleep thinking over these words. 'Dearly my beloved,If this love exist only in my dreams. Please don't wake me up from this dream. If you do kiss me away from the pain when I dream of you.' Finally darkness finally took over in his mind giving him a dreamless night once again.
'I'm alone in a red dress crying sliently in the darkness. Wondering when that flicker of light would break the darkness away from me...'
*Morning*
Luffy woke up stretching a bit and yawn a bit. He was content that he gotten himself a good enough of sleep. He quickly brush his teeth when his iPhone went off. He stepped out of the bathroom to answer the phone and it was Sanji.
"Hello? Oh hi Sanji"
"I hope you didn't forget your punishment Luffy? Hehehe" said Sanji on the other line chuckling. Luffy groan he forgot about that bet that he totally lost. Now he was force to wear a dress and even make up to school.
"Please no San!"
"No"
"Please!"
"NO!"
After fifteenth minutes later Sanji won and Luffy lost. He quickly hang up his phone and went to the bathroom to wash his face as he did he notice his hair gotten longer passing his back. It was slightly messy after he combed it. He groan he hated that Sanji was right that he looked like a girl. He sigh,goes to the closet and pulled out a strapless red dress with a white and sliver slash belt. He slowly put it on slowly, make sure everything is in order. He looked content in the mirror that he can fit it. And he went to the bathroom to put on some eyeliner and eye-shadow of black,put on some glossy red lip gloss making his lips look pouty and cute. He put on Ace's small old hoops earrings. He tucked on it abit and feeling on the earring a bit wishing Ace was here and tease him about him wearing woman clothing again. He left the bathroom and grabbed his phone and his wooden sandals and about to walk out his room door before stopping when he forgot to put on those girly lace panties. He groan in annoyance and went to put them on before leaving his room door again.. He skipped breakfast since he wasn't hungry anyway. He was walking to school he put on some headphones to listen to Ace's old iPod touch. But he also made sure to pay attentions to surroundings.
' Let's play for keeps so
I know you can never get the best of me
Sometimes you have to (have to)
And other times you serve
Who ever saves you And brings you to your knees My love..'
He slowly listening to the lyric and humming along the way. He started mouthing the lyrics with his eyes a bit down trying hold back the tears from thinking about Ace.
' Beauty fades
when she dies In a red dress and alone
But it was the best times
And you're right to love him
And you're right to want to
Close the door and lock me in
Break the key and chase the blood out of my veins '
He was able to stop the tears before they fell. He kinda chuckle cause he's wearing a red dress and in the inside he feel like he's was dying very slowly painful death. He chew on his lower lip cause that's how he feeling toward Ace right now,feeling he had the right to claim Ace as his and nobody else. A shiver went up his spine and he spun around to see if somebody was watching him but nothing but he did see Zoro and Sanji together holding hands and aruging.
"Fuck you!"
"Oh you wish you want to Zoro!" yelled Sanji not giving a crap and giving his boyfriend a stink eye. Zoro just roll his eyes and notice Luffy and snickered at him. Luffy glare at him while his face was flushed. Sanji smirked and waved at Luffy.
"Oh my Luffy you look so lovely. I should call you Luffyko from now on." said Sanji while laughing and Luffy sucker punch Sanji in the face while fuming and storming away from them. Zoro was laughing his firm ass off and Sanji swift kicked him to the head.
Zoro and Sanji eyes locked into fighting mode of lovers as;they was trying to beat the living day out of each other on the way to school. Luffy ignore the stares and the snickers from the others,cause his mind is on only on with one person and one person only 'Ace'. His uncle Shanks had his mouth gasped opened couldn't believe his eyes anymore so he passed out in front of the nurses office.
Luffy went to his first class. Whom was Buggy's class and all student sees Luffy but not Buggy. Luffy sat in the back with Nami and Robin. Zoro and Sanji came in with bruises and blood on them,even bite marks trying to tear off the flesh but they failed very badly they also sat in the back.
"Okay stupid shits... Oh? Look what we got here students a very beautiful new student in our class. Please state your name."
The students in the class was snickering that the new student ws Luffy. Luffy groan in annoyance as he stood up with a pride face on.
"Sir? Its me! Monkey ..." he said with pride but deep down he want to run away from them all. Even include being away from his friends and family. Buggy eyes widen in shock then passed out,Luffy sat back down and put his head down and huffed. But he was happy that he covered his scars with waterproof body makeup and only way to get it out with a certain liquid that he got at home. Suddenly he fallen to sleep as he did that; Nami and Robin did his nails,Sanji doesn't looked it too good with Zoro carrying him bridal style like a king with a blank expression and also with a furious blushing Sanji in his arms as they went to the nurses office.
*Lunch room*
' Spit me out to the darkness
Please let me sleep for enteral
So I won't deal with the pain anymore.
Sleep forever with a plastic smile on my face alone in red.'
Luffy was writing in his journal ever since Ace died it keep him mind off on things. One day Sanji read it and begging him to seek help but Luffy refused since he think it was nothing serious or anything. He quickly put his journal away and started eating very slowly then he usually do.
Law and his gang enter the lunchroom and goes over to Luffy's table.
"Yo Luffy? Where the straw hat? And you look so 'dashing' today" Law said trying not to laugh at him. Luffy just roll his eyes and show him it was safe in his bag. Law nodded and sat down with everyone having a blast. Luffy slowly started to feel a bit happy with everyone joking and having fun at the table. He was still a bit annoyed about his nails and toes being painted and the worst part was the make up that doesn't come off with water either.
Everything was great until Rob Lucci came over with his group looking for trouble. Everybody at the table frown expcet Luffy whom was too busy stuffing his face.
"Oh look guys its 'Luffyko' stuffing 'her' face like a disgusting pig." taunted Nero of the group.
Luffy just narrow his eyes and ignore him. Thinking it was the best choice of things. But they still taunting him,Luffy ignore them and Zoro and Sanji,Nami and Law was getting a bit fed up with their taunts towards Luffy. Luffy and His gangs of friends was about to leave until Lucci spoke up for the first time.
"I feel so sorry for you and your lousy brother... Tragic that he died at 'his' best friend's house. He was a weak man and lack judgement when come to his 'friends'" said Lucci in a tempting sweetly cold tone of voice.
Luffy's head was down and body was trembling in anger. He dropped his bag and turn his whole body still not looking at him in the face. Lucci rose an eyebrow and smirked evily all suddenly everything was going to fast as Luffy was beating Lucci and his crew with a folding metal chair. Everybody watch in horror to see Luffy snapped.
Luffy snapped out of it seeing he was towering over Lucci with a blood stained chair. He dropped the chair in horror shaking,he quickly ran out as his foot took him. Not stopping until he get whatever he going.
'Its dark without you By my side,I'm seeking for you in my dreams and even reality.
But is it too late to notice the darkness taken control of me.
It might be too late to save me now?'
Luffy ended up at the grave of his dear brother. He tripped over a rock. He buried his face in the grass in front of his brother grave sobbing hard.
"How could he? I'm getting a bit weak brother... I'm losing all sanity of myself. I tried to move on but I can't... Its still hurt me alot like somebody stabbed me through the heart.." he said quietly and slowly fallen to sleep. Not knowing he being watch by a man with sharp slivers eyes.
'Dreaming in a purple colored sky
In a field of dark purple paper flowers
Where a coffin lies of you sleeping forever with a smile.
The rain share of tales of our best memories.
Your in a sweet slumber forever. '
*In Luffy's dreams*
In a middle of dark purple and red field of flowers and above the sky was a beautiful shade of dark purple with the moon glisting in the sky.
In the field lay near the pond was Luffy in a dark purple and red dress in silk It was strapless and had laces around the edges of the dress. And His hair was lose and neatly comb with a rose stuck underneath his ear. He was wearing dark purple eye-shadow and even shiny like purple lipstick. He didn't had no shoes on,his toes nails was purple and even his nails. His straw hat was on his head. He rose up from the ground and look around with a confused look on his face.
He started walk around the field with a confused look,he never dream a place like this but he couldn't help it that it made him feel safe and content. He smile a little and want to share this with Ace even in his dreams. Suddenly he felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist.
"Luffy I'm here for you.. Don't ever forget that I'm always by your side my beloved Luffy."
Luffy eyes was wide open and turn himself to look up and to see Ace holding him like a lover.
"Ace?" said Luffy in a weak voice. Ace smiled and kissed him softly and hold him tightly. He started kissing him passionately,that sent shiver down Luffy's spine. Luffy slowly pulled Ace by his dark red flame printed biker jacket to deepen the kiss. He groan a bit enjoying Ace's taste of strong dark chocolate coffee. Ace pulled him closer by gripping Luffy's waist toward him. Luffy slowly lets go of the jacket and wrapped his arms around Ace's strong neck.
Ace slowly pull away from the kiss but not letting Luffy go and bend down towards his ear and whisper in a soft husky tone.
"Wake up from this dream Luffy."
*End of the dream*
'I look into your eyes
I believe its you or did my mind paying a trick on me once more?
I'm losing my mind since you was gone.'
At that Luffy woke up from his dream. Panting and looking around,realize that he still in the graveyard as the sun is setting. Luffy grabbed his stuff and run towards home.
At home when he got there he see both of his father wasn't home,he sigh slightly wishing they would a least come home. He open his house door and took off his sandals,went to the kitchen to grabbed a supper duper huge meaty sandwich and a glass of milk to his room. When he got there his eyes widen and everything from his hands dropped. Making a mess in front of his door and he slowly while trembling covering his mouth.
"AAA-Ace?"
There stood Ace shirtless a bit pale and a towel covering his lower half of his body with his famous grin.
"Well? Welcome home 'Luffy'...Miss me?"
Author Note: oooo what the hell is going on? You can guess what's going to happened next :0 if you do you will be feature in the next chapter and go check out my other story That's Life and My Love and Heart Ache for you.