Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my friend wants to put the twins in her closet so I guess she has kidnapped them.
Warnings: Twincest, Shounen ai
AN: This is my first Host club story so just keep that in mind.
Kissing You
Chapter 1: Life Changing
Kaoru's POV
It's been a week since that day. The day you looked at me asked if I cared for you…if perhaps I could love you. You stunned me and I didn't know what to say. At my silence you turned and walked away. Since that day our bond has started to weaken.
Normal POV
One Week Ago
Kaoru walked down the hallway towards the third music room, his twin went ahead of him instead of beside him for once. 'Hikaru sure is acting strange. He's never left me alone before.' Kaoru thought sadly. When he arrived outside the doors to the music room he found Hikaru leaning casually on the doors. He came to a stop beside his twin and waited patiently for Hikaru to move so they could go in. They were already late so Kyoya and Tamaki were probably having kittens by now. With a sigh the elder twin pushed off the doors and took a deep breath "Kaoru?" he asked, his voice trembling as if afraid of something. "Yes?" Kaoru replied raising his hand to push some stray hair back behind Hikaru's ear where it belonged when Hikaru stopped the offending hand "Do you love me?" His voice was so quiet Kaoru could barely hear what was said. "What?" Kaoru asked uncertainly. Hikaru released the younger's hand and met their eyes "Do you love me?" Kaoru blinked and replied in a confused tone "Of course I do. You're my brother, my twin, my double how could I not?" Kaoru saw hurt pass through his brothers eyes "Is that all I am? Your other…y-your brother?" Kaoru saw tears pool in his brother's golden eyes. Kaoru was uncertain as to what to when Hikaru sighed again and whispered "I love you…in a way I shouldn't. I think of you in ways deemed wrong by society. Do you think…maybe…someday. You could love me…like you pretend you do…love me like I love you?" When Hikaru finished he walked inside leaving Kaoru to stare in shock.
Kaoru's POV
Present
I close my diary as you walk into our room. When we go to bed the only think I can think of are the words you whispered to me a week ago and how after you confessed your love to me our act has become strained, at home we are so distant, and how your saddened words still ring in my ears 'I love you' they have changed the way I think and my life forever. I keep thinking of you. I wrote in my diary today that I think I'm in love with you too but will you love me after what I did? We had my bed put back in our room but I can never get to sleep so I wait for you to fall asleep before I climb back into your bed, no our bed. I wake up early to sneak back into my bed and pretend to wake there but I'm sure you know that it's a lie. I know it's wrong but how can something so wrong make me feel so alive?
End Chapter One
AN: so what did you think? Good? Bad? Sucked? Never write again? Let me know. Please R&R ppl tell me what you think.