Title: I Wish
Author: Jennie Harris
E-Mail: jennie_2003@msn.com
Pairings: M&S
Spoilers: Some from season 8.
Season: 9
Rating: PG-13
Content Warnings: One word, One Bad Word. Ya happy people, I wrote a swear word.
Summary: Mulder has a conversation in his head with himself.
Status: Complete
Archive: Fanfiction.net. All others ask.
Disclaimer: The X-Files belongs to Chris Carter.
Author's Notes: Thank Darren Hayes wonderful album "Spin" for the inspiration. Especially the song "I Miss You", it is so
pretty. *Sniffles* And thanks to my online friend and beta-reader Jessica for liking this.

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I wish she was here, her and William both.
That would be nice.
Why didn't I bring them with me?
Because I don't do anything.
Yep, I didn't tell her I loved her,
I didn't tell her because I didn't think she felt the same way.
Like hell she didn't
How do you know, what you asked her or something?
Oh c'mon, she only threw you that look a billion times.
What look?
The one where she's most likely thinking:
I wonder if he likes me too.
I wonder if he's thinking about me right now.
I wonder if...
Man I have an ego.
Ya know that its true.
Right.
She let you kiss her.
She'd let Skinner kiss her.
Thanks for the bad mental image.
Anytime.
Ya know what would be nice?
What?
To get off at the airport and catch a flight to Washington.
I can't do that and you know it.
Do I?
It is to dangerous.
What makes it so dangerous Mulder, the fact that there's someone back there that wants you? Who doesn't think your a nut job, not to mention thinks that your possibly right about everything?
No and I don't want to answer anymore of my stupid questions.
Fine then, go back to dreaming about Scully and wishing she was here.
Believe it or not but that's what I want to do.
Goodnight then.
Damn, I'm a very annoying person.
I heard that.