HI! This is my first every fanfic so I hope you like it.

Ch1: tears of a youkai.

"I can't believe he would do that. I can't believe he chose her. He said he loved ME. He needed ME. He said he wanted ME. But he chose that dead corpse. That dead . I hate him I hate him." Kagome whispered to herself as she ran back to the hut.

She was getting her stuff and shippo and leaving. She would come back, of course, but only to hunt to the jewel (since that dead couldn't sense the jewel or purify it anymore). But that was it. Nothing Else.

Kagome ran inside the hut, ignoring the worried look her friends were giving her, and grabbed her bag. Then went over to Sango, where shippo was sitting.

"Come here,-sob- shippo." She said.

Shippo looked at her, worriedly, then jumped on her shoulder.

" Where we goin' mamma?" he asked.

" We're goin back-sob- to my time for a little-sob- while." She answered, then looked at her friends worried and shocked faces.

" He's with HER.-she sobbed- She chose HER. So I'm goin' back to my own time for a bit-she sobbed again- I-I'll be b-back soon, k-k-Kay?" she said, trying to stop her tears.

Sango ran to kagome and hugged her.

"It'll be okay, you'll see.-pause- if you want I'll hit him over the head for ya." Sango said , hopping to cheer her up.

Kagome smiled, a watery smile. And hugged her friend back.

" Yeah" she whispered, silent tears running down her face.

Kagome pulled away from Sango and walked to the entrance of the hut, then looked back at miroku and Sango.

" I'll be back in a few days, Kay? Tell kaede that I said bye. And tell Inuyasha that he better not come get me and that I'll be back in 2 days. That's if he even notices I'm gone, that bastard! Anyway, bye." Kagome said to them. Neither missed how she said inuyasha's name or how bitter and sad her voice was.

Kagome walked out and ran to the well. She made it there with out any problems, or so she thought, cuz just when she was about to walk over to the well, shesshoumaru appeared.

Kagome jumps back a few steps and looks at shesshoumaru, her once stormy blue eyes, a calmer shade.

" Shesshoumaru." She whispered.

Shippo looked at his mother then back a shesshoumaru, wondering what was going on. But he could tell that shesshoumaru meant no harm by the why his mother's eyes calmed.

Shesshoumaru watched kagome. She noticed the way her eyes calmed , but also the tears that ran down her face, forgotten.

" Kagome, what is wrong?" shesshoumaru asked

Kagome relaxed.

"He chose her." Was all kagome said and shesshoumaru understood.

Inuyasha, that idiot, had chosen kikyo, that dead , over kagome. Shesshoumaru walked over to kagome and hugged her.

Shippo 'eeped' and jumped off, watching his mother cry into the arms of the lord of the western lands. And how shesshoumaru calmed her until all you hear was quiet sobs.

" It's okay, little sister." Shesshoumaru whispered to kagome.

Kagome finally stopped crying and pulled away from shesshoumaru. And smiled.

" Thank you, big brother shessy." Kagome said.

" Are you feeling better?" asked shesshy

" Yeah, much. Which reminds me. Why are you here? Not that I don't want you here but I was wondering." Kagome said.

" I smelled your tears and came to see why you were crying." He answered calmly.

" Oh, well thank you. But did you leave rin with jakan cuz If you did you better go back cuz you know jakan lost rin again." Kagome said.

Shessy stood there for a second.

" Okay. See you later, little sister." He replied and then raced off, probably to yell at jakan.

" See you, big brother," whisper kagome in reply, knowing he would hear.

Kagome stood their for a moment, then felt a weight on her a shoulder. She looked over and saw shippo.

" Momma, shouldn't we be leaving, before Inuyasha gets here." Shippo said, instantly regretting saying that,seeing the pain , forgotten by shesshoumaru's appearance, return.

" Yeah, we better go, before inu-no-baka comes" she whispered quietly.

Kagome walked over to the well and jumped in.

End Ch1

I really hope you guys and ladies like it. it'll most likely be a crossover with yyh. but i'm not sure. please review, even if you don't like it!!!!