I'm the girl you see at the store, mall walking around aimlessly, laughing loudly and obnoxiously.

But really I'm the girl who really just wants to double over and cry . . .

My friends come to me with all there problems, I give my best advice and they use it, then everything gets better.

But really I just want some one to give me advice.

I try to be the best daughter but sometimes I just have to go upstairs and slice into my arms.

My smile stays strong but my arms are red with the all blood that I cause . . .