Summary- They said that love was not for him, and they were right, because after having used the beautiful angel as a pawn. He realized that this guy was his soul mate. Is Kaname willing to fight for the love of his life? Even if that means risking his own life…
This was my fic called -I Love You- my translation of my Spanish- fan fiction JustaDream, I hope you like it I change some things :]
Note - This fic contains some OOC
Ichiru never betrayed his brother and went with Shizuka.
Kaname is not in love with Yuki.
This is Yaoi. KanamexZero and some HaruxZero Haru is my OC :]
Also TakumaxIchiru
I'm sorry I'm still trying to fix the grammar: P
-Broken Dreams-
A forbidden love, two souls together as one;
a bond that has never been broken.
His only mistake was to love him
A dark creature could not love a light being,
their lives were doomed
in a world of sin
The curse would break with those three words:
3 - I love you -
*¨*Chapter One *¨*
-x I love you x—
Sitting on the large red couch in his room with the curtains completely closed, a certain pureblood was meditating; his feelings were mixed with emotions he never felt before, his heart was confused; it had been two months, two damn months since Kaname Kuran had given some of his rich blood at the now Level D Kiryuu Zero; that rebellious boy who had been able to kill Rido Kuran and emerge unscathed from the battle. This was the second time he fed Kiryuu, the pureblood told himself he was doing this, he was helping the ex-human just for Yuki's sake, only because his love for that precious girl was strong enough, he wouldn´t let his dear girl being sad so that's why he had left Zero to live for Yuki, so she would not suffer.
Kaname knew Yuki's heart broke every time Zero was thirst for blood; it pains her too much to see how this guy is withdrawing blood to drink, saying he would never become a monster. For that reason Kaname left the boy to drink the exquisite elixir, pure blood was forbidden and it was such a crime to let someone as low as a Level D drink this delicious liquid, Kaname was aware that he was doing this for Yuki, wasn't he?
Meditating the mix of emotions and passions he recalled the hunter's fangs penetrating his slender neck gently this was so confusing. What were those feelings, emotions towards the beautiful hunter, what did Kaname really feel for that boy? He was unsure, he didn't know he just felt the need to be near and protect him.
Frustrated and tired Kaname was expanding his aura around the Night Class building. Feeling her brother began to expand his power Yuki did not doubt for a minute and she found herself outside the pureblood room, room knocking at the door slowly, she was really worried because her brother had spent long hours locking inside his room even Takuma hadn't been able to see the pureblood.
"Nii-san, is everything okay?" Yuki said as she entered the dark room feeling a bit stifled by the power that carried the aura of her brother. She flushed a little when she saw his brother and sighed softly.
Not that she continues love him, Yuki had realized that the only thing she felt for Kaname was admiration, gratitude and affection she just saw him as her older brother, whom she respected and supported, but nothing more. Yuki somehow felt something for a certain silver-haired boy but she wouldn't say it, not now.
"Is something wrong my dear Yuki" Kaname asked with a warm voice while pulled Yuki into a hug and kissed her forehead.
The petite girl simply blushed and nodded slightly adding "I felt your aura out of control and was worried"
"I'm sorry if I scare you my dear, I…" Kaname closed his eyes and sighed burgundy, what would he say? That he was thinking about of a certain hunter with beautiful lilac eyes, wondering why the unreleased attraction. No, Kaname could not say that so he just drew a warm smile. "Everything is fine my dear you should not worry about me"
The little girl with brown hair and wine eyes blinked, that answer had not convinced her; she knew her brother was not right and he was lying, something was bothering him, but she smiled warmly, not wanting to press on matters that didn't concern her.
"Kaname onii-sama did you know the Chairman invited us for dinner" Yuki said softly a smile adorning her face "Maybe we… we could go and visit him" She said softly, in fact she wanted to see Zero, she wanted to know if the words he had said were true, if the hunter truly hated her. Looking at her brother she smiled again with wide open eyes.
"If that makes you happy" Kaname said softly and patted Yuki's head "We'll go" He said with a calm expression on his face "Just let me fix some things and get dressed you should get dressed as well my dear girl" the look of the pureblood was expressionless, but deep in his mind kept thinking about his silver-haired beauty, soon he could be reunited with this beautiful angel, he could see his Zero. Yuki who looked at her brother for a few moments and then gave a warm smiled, she was really happy that Kaname has agreed to visit Cross, though she had simply changed to attend with the Night Class, she missed the Chairman and his crazy ideas but above all she missed Zero. She missed him so much.
Kaname decided to take a shower and dress for the happy meal; he did not have to worry about the clothes because everything he wears fit him perfectly. This time he decided by straight black pants and a greyish blue silk shirt V-neck and long sleeves and casual black shoes of course all these were designer clothes. He closed his eyes remembering the time when Zero bite him, such a… He sighed heavily.
xx-Flashback
"What the hell you want Kuran!" Zero yelled "if you're looking for your beloved Yuki, I'm sorry but she's not here!" Zero growled there was more than three in the morning and Kaname bloody Kuran had decided to appear out ofhis room. If Zero weren't a hunter he wouldn't been able to feel the evil aura of Kuran. For God, Zero was trying to get some sleep and the damn leech came to ruin his dream and life again, it was not fair.
"I'm not looking for Yuki, I need to talk with Kiryuu-kun" Kaname said with a haughty voice while waiting to enter the room.
"We have nothing to talk about leech" Zero said as he was about to close the door right there in front of Kaname's face, but obviously Kaname quickly stopped him.
"Did you know its a bad education leaving someone talking Ze...Kiryuu-kun" Kaname said apparently was giving a small smile on his face. Zero rolled his eyes and groaned. He really hated the damn pureblood, hated him with all his strength.
"You're not anyone to tell me what I have or not to do" Zero said trying to close the door,but it was too late; Kaname had succeeded in entering the room of the silver-haired boy.
"I know you're hungry Kiryuu-kun" Kaname said as his beautiful wine eyes stared at his lover's room. He was a little surprised, knowing how was Zero he was pretty sure that his room would be a total mess but the boy's room although it was small everything was perfectly in order.
"I don't know what the hell are you talking about and if this was all you wanted to say you may leave, the door is wide open" Zero said, while searching for his beloved Bloody Rose to shoot that damn leech.
"Come on Zero you need blood, my blood" Kaname said,apparently he enjoyed upsetting the hunter, it seemed cute to him howZero's cheeks blushed for anger and his eyes sparkled with hatred. Though it hurt as well, Kaname really loved him, he loved Zero.
"I need nothing Kuran! Get off!" Zero said with a voice full of anger as his lilac eyes changed to crimson. Zero was apparently taking the blood pills he was avoiding Yuki's blood and refused to drink the blood of that damn vampire. He didn't want to become a monster he just wanted…
"Remember if you do not,Yuki will suffer" And I will too...Kaname thought as he unbuttoned his shirt exposing his soft and smooth neck to the Level E willing to be bitten.Zero forced himself not to obey the damn bastard, he hated Kuran, he hated him for force him to drink his damn delicious blood. But his inner vampire forced him to drink his blood again committing this sin that was driving him slowly to the world of shadows.
Several emotions passed through the pureblood at the feeling of those fangs penetrating his skin so slowly and gently, Zero´s tongue licking Kaname's neck,Zero had no idea what he was doing to Kaname, the pureblood was able to feel the hatred Zero had towards him,the brunette could feel Zero's pain as his own. His Zero was so broken, so fragile. The silver-haired boy was slowly collapsing and Kaname knew he had to protect him, he should take care of him, for god he loved him, loved him with all his soul.
"Drink Zero, drink all you want, is yours my blood is yours" Kaname said mentally while his eyes were closed and his cheeks blushed slightly
Shortly after drinking the blood of Kuran, the hunter felt a pain in his chest and closed his eyes, falling to the floor Kaname caught him on time not letting the beautiful boy hit his body with the cold floor. Kaname slowly carried him and brought him to his bed, placing the limp body of Zero on it and covering it with sheets. Zero was so pale and cold, he apparently no longer assimilated Kaname's blood. The brunette sighed again and ran a hand through his hair; he did not understand why was happening that. It was assumed that Zero was now a vampire and a class D, why his body refused to accept Kuran's rich blood.
Kaname closed his eyes and clenched his fists tightly feeling pain, the time was running out and Zero would become a monster. Kaname had to find a solution and quickly. He looked at Zero's face, it was inpain, Kaname sighed and slightly he bent and kissed the soft cheek of his beloved hunter. And then he left the room, with much concern. There were connected now, a strong link had formed between them and Kaname was unable to leave his beautiful fallen angel.
- - Flashback Ends
Kuran brothers were heading to Cross house, Kaname observed a silver-haired boy in the distance, his heart started to beat faster, he wanted to get where the boy quickly and hold him on his arms. But the scent of the boy mistook him that smell was not from his angel. They were the same but that kid was not his Zero. "Identical" said Kaname mentally and quickly was pulled by Yuki who lead him to enter the house. Kaname tried to find Zero's sweet scent he could not, "Where the hell are you Zero?" Kaname thought as he entered the house, he was feeling impatient he wanted to see his Zero, Kaname didn´t mind if Zero started to yell and look at him with those amazing lilac eyes full hatred, he only wanted to see the boy. Soon the former hunter Kaien Cross a blond man with glasses jumped of joy at seeing his beloved s adopted daughter Yuki. Yuki smiled gently and hugged her adoptive father who was now bouncing around the room.
Suddenly someone opened the door, Kaien and Yuki turned to face the one who opened it, there was a boy identical to Zero, but unlike Zero, this guy was smiling gently, a beautiful smile that lit up his face.
"Ichiru-kun" Kaien said with a childish voice and ran to embrace the double of Zero. Ichiru smiled tenderly as he hugged his "foster father"and smiled at the two strangers.
"Where is my nii-san?" Ichiru spoke with a melodic voice, Kaname could not stop looking that guy, and just when he heard the word nii-san he understood that this boy and Zero were brothers, twin brothers.
"Zero-kun is ungrateful to his father, he said he didn't want to be here having a lovely dinner with us "Kaien said with tears in his eyes pretending to be really hurt, of course those tears were all fake; Ichiru knew very well but sighed and hugged gently Kaien then turned and met a pair of brunettes staring at him. Ichiru smiled at the girl's brown hair and chocolate eyes "She must be Yuki" Ichiru thought and smiled sweetly at the two purebloods.
After a little chat where Ichiru explained he was Zero's twin but unlike Zero; he was studying abroad especially for his heart problem. Ichiru was born as a very weak boy and had to take some treatments to keep him alive and strong. Kaname sighed when he saw the boy smile faded as he was telling about his disease; he explained that he could never be at the same level as Zero because he was very weak therefore he would be unable to protect his brother. Ichiru also told them that he felt guilty about what had happened were his parents died; he blamed for what Zero had suffered, turned into a vampire, his dear twin had sacrificed himself to save him. Even if Zero did not blame him for anything that had happened, the elder of the twins knew it was his fault. Ichiru was very fragile, this damn disease Ichiru hated it; if that night Zero had not protected his brother; Ichiru would've died. Ichiru still felt helpless, he wanted to be strong enough and been able to protect himself; maybe that way Zero would never have become what he hates the most. Ichiru sigh sadly as a tear rolled down his cheek.
All went to the kitchen; Kaien had prepared a great feast for his beloved Yuki, Kaname and Ichiru. The four sat down to eat; Ichiru's sad expression was no longer on his face now it had returned to his happy expression. Ichiru was a kind and naïve person, he felt very comfortable talking with pureblood. Kaname was also talking with the young hunter he noticed how Ichiru was happily chatting with him and his dear sister Yuki, although the boy had been raised as a hunter, he felt no hatred for the vampires unlike Zero who hated with them with his whole being, Kaname understood and somehow felt disgusted by his own people, for what they did to his Zero those called vampires, creatures that had stolen Zero's happiness, Ichiru was cheerful and kind, always smiling, his attitude so relaxed and smiling reminded Kaname of his childhood friend: Takuma Ichijou.
"Kaname-sama I have understood, that you are the President of the Night Class" he said gently while Kaname smiled and nodded.
"Only Kaname, please you make feel like I'm too old" Kaname said although it was really ironic since Kaname was one of the first vampires.
"Hai Kaname-sa Kaname" Ichiru said softly as he blushed slightly. Yuki looked at Zero's twin; he looked so cute and sweet. And then she wondered if Zero had ever smiled as Ichiru, or if he would ever smile.
Kaien suddenly appeared with a huge cake and served to his guests, Ichiru also helped to serve, everybody laughed and smiled at the same time. Ichiru's company was very relaxing and friendly, the guy was very easy to carry and Kaname could learn more about his beloved angel, because both Ichiru and the Chairman could not stop telling stories about his beloved grumpy hunter. It was a pity that Zero was not there sharing dinner, how Kaname wanted to hear those stories came from the very lips of his beloved angel. Kaname sighed quietly sipping his tea, hoping that his Zero was with him.
In another place not too far away, just in the stable of Cross Academy was another silver-haired boy, lying on the straw taking a nap. The horses did not seem bothered by the presence of the boy. Zero suddenly woke up and looked at the cream-colored horse, Zero looked at her tenderly.
"Well I'm Lily I'm leaving now I'll see you tomorrow okay" Zero said and smiled patting the horse head. It was really amazing how the horse used to understand the boy, although the animal did not like any human company, she was comfortable with Zero; it seemed that the boy inspired confidence and gave him a pleasant company.
Zero left the stables and walked calmly towards the house of the crazy Cross-san. Walking slowly with his hands inside his pockets, having rested a few hours was such a wonderful idea, Zero was calm and somehow happy but suddenly recalled that his brother arrived today. Zero cursed mentally, how was he able to forget that important detail. We were talking about his beloved twin, his other half returns at Cross Academy after all this years, quickly using his vampire speed Zero suddenly found himself in front of the house of Cross and detected two vampires and it was not any kind of vampire, there were two pureblood vampires Zero knew very well who they were, damn Cross if something were to happen to his dear brother he won't hesitate to kill those bastards.
"Ichiru!" Zero said aloud, he did not hesitate and opened the damn door abruptly soon he was found with a not very pleasant scene: there he was his beloved Ichiru, his little brother smiling, she spotted Kuran Yuki talking and laughing as well, for god sake he seemed pretty confident and wait a minute is that the damn Kuran bastard, was smiling and laughing with his little brother, Zero was fuming right now, oh how he wanted to ripped that leech, he would kill Kaname right now, how the pureblood dare to touch Ichiru's arm so gently, Zero did not think twice and launched against Kaname, lilac eyes had now changed to a crimson red.
"Onii-sama!" Yuki shouted worried about her brother, Kaien also shouted, trying to distance the boy from Kaname.
"Zero-nii please stop!" Ichiru's sweet and angelic voice was the only one that could stop Zero from hurting the pure blood; Zero let go off Kaname and turned to his beloved brother. Suddenly he pulled Ichiru into a big hug not wanting the younger to get hurt, Ichiru hugged him back gently, while a slight blush appeared on his face.
"I missed you Zero-nii" Said the young Kiryuu and hugged his twin tightly with his cheeks blushed, Zero smiled and whispered softly "I missed you too Ichi-chan"
Kaname could not believe his Zero was holding another one on his arm though it was Zero's twin brother, Kaname felt really jealous he wanted to pushed Ichiru's body away and be him who was embraced by Zero. Unconsciously Zero drop crystal tears down his face; nearly invisible to all but not for Kaname. Kaname sighed he realized how much Zero loved Ichiru, but he did not know if their love was the love of two brothers, or the love of two lovers. Just to think that made him jealous and he could not avoid his anger, his blood was boiling he was expanding his aura and one of the glasses broke. Everyone stared at Kaname, he looked a little embarrassed. Zero had managed to wipe his tears and Ichiru just gasped but still in the arms of his older brother. It felt so good to be embraced by his brother; Zero gently ruffled the hair of his sweet twin brother. All were surprised they had never seen Zero act that way, even with Yuki. Kaname had managed to calm down but did not like the idea that Zero continues hugging his little brother.
xxx- I love you
Don't cry me
Don't make me cry
Give me, give your hand
Try it, Oh my child
I want to see you laugh
Kaname was eager to feel Zero's arms around his body in a warm embrace just like the one Ichiru was receiving, but after having forced the boy to drink his blood, Kaname realized that the only feelings having the silver angel were pure hatred towards the pureblood. Kaname sigh his beautiful wine eyes looking with a little sadness the image in front. But seeing the positive side, his dear hunter would not be alone now with Ichiru's return.
Ichiru release from the embrace of his older brother and smiled sweetly.
"Zero returned nii-san!" Ichiru said with a sweet voice whispering in his twin's ear gently, listening to the voice of his brother Zero could not help but draw a beautiful smile, so warm and full of love reserved only for Ichiru, leaving stunned everyone, including Yuki was a bit jealous of such behavior between those two guys.
Hold me tight,
Come running to me,
I love you I love you,
I love you
And all I do
Is thinking of you
Kaname watched the scene while his aura was expanding throughout the room he was so jealous of that boy, the boy's identical to his Zero. Kaname could not help it, he was so angry because all he wanted was to take his Zero and embrace him hold him tight and never let him go, having the angel just for himself and do not share it with anyone. But he knew this could be only in his dreams, it would be just a dream because the beautiful angel hated him and it hurt, it hurt too much.
You, you are asleep
And I embrace you
I feel you breathe
A hug that Kaname could only have on his most secret dreams, dreams that may never come true. How could they turn real when the boy he loved just felt hatred and disgust? When Kaname himself had ordered to break that dream, with his attitudes, now the guy just hated him and that shattered the hopes for the pure blood. After all, Kaname had well-earned it, had used Zero as a chess piece, just to protect his little sister. Unaware that his soul mate, his beautiful angel was being isolated by his selfish and individualistic being.
I dream with your smile
I kiss you, very slowly
Your cheeks
Kaname remained silent as Yuki and Kaien, but seeing the affection of these made Kaname wish to take Zero and not let anyone be close to him. Yes Kaname was very jealous and possessive vampire he was a pureblood and he need to mark his territory, especially with those dear to him. Zero was his and although Ichiru was very sweet and also his brother Kaname was not going to let the younger wins Zero's heat. Zero was the only happiness for the pure blood, he was his angel and hope.
"Why the hell are you staring at us Kuran?" Zero said with a dry tone, full of hatred, Kaname managed to get out of his thoughts and looked at Zero showing tenderness and warmth, something that Zero had never seen in the eyes of the pureblood.
"I didn't know you had a brother Kiryuu" Kaname said his voice harsh yet warm.
"Well, yes, I have one and if you dare to touch him I fucking swear you will regret it" Zero said, his eyes looked at Kaname with such disdain, it was impossible to believe that lilac eyes once had been so tender to Ichiru, but there was for Ichiru and nobody else.
"Is this the way you treat the hand that feeds you?" Kaname said "You are no more than a level E, you should respect those who are above you" Kaname said he did not really want to say it, not what he meant, the pureblood could see Zero was broken at those words. Kaname cursed mentally and bit his tongue; those words hurt his beloved hunter. Kaname had said it without thinking. He looked at the beautiful eyes of his hunter, lilac eyes full of hatred and pain. "Damn" Thought the pureblood.
"Onii-san, I .. I think we should leave, the night class may be wondering where we are" Yuki said trying to calm the situation between his brother and the hunter. Somehow she knew that within a few seconds there would be a fight and she didn't want neither her brother nor Zero fight.
I need tosee you,
Wherever you are
I love you I love you
I LOVE YOU
And all I do
is thinking of you
I just live and breathe
for you
Ichiru did not understand what the pureblood had said but knew he had hurt his brother. Ichiru looked frowned at the brown-haired vampire, maybe he was fragile and weak but when someone hurt Zero, he would kill that person. He opened his mouth to yelled at the brunette but Zero pulled him close and leads him to his room
"Yuki is right, leave us the hell alone Kuran! and never come back " Zero shouted as he walked to his room, poor Ichiru he was pulled away, the younger of the twins was confused but did not dare to question his brother. The last thing Kaname saw were tears flow from the beautiful eyes of his beloved Zero.
I love you I love you
I love you I love you
Hold me tight,
Come running to me,
Let me tell you
Again that I love you
I love you I love you
I LOVE YOU
Kaname said goodbye apologizing for what happened, Yuki sighed as the two Kiryuu twins left, the tension had eased a bit, Kaien was amazed and stunned he had never heard Kaname say such a horrible things and loose his calm.
Saying goodbye and thanking Kaname and Yuki walked towards the Moon Dorms, Kaname turned his head back and noticed Ichiru hugging his Zero, damn those words really hurt his angel Kaname had hurt that boy again. The pureblood realized that Zero was not strong as he said, that was only a mask to avoid being hurt. Kaname knew that this beautiful angel wanted affection, wanted to be protected.
Let me tell you again
I love you I love you,
I love you I love you
Let me tell you again
I love you I love you
"Zero…please forgive me…" Kaname sighed as he entered the building and walked toward his room. The other vampires were concerned, Kaname was not the same as before, his eyes were sad, and for some reason Kaname was not in the mood for anything, just locked himself in his room and there he spent time thinking about that stupid game lamenting that he had driven away the only happiness for him. Kaname himself had turned off the light to illuminate his life, he would alone again. Now the only thing Kaname can do was complain, if he had noticed before, that his true soul mate was Zero. That precious hunter was the only one he needed more in his life, who wanted to protect and whom he loved more than anyone else in his life. With the moon covering his window Kaname closed his eyes he wanted to sleep and just there in the deep of his dreams he would see him, his angel his "Zero".
I LOVE YOU!
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