AN. I do not own harry potter, this is just my story wich happens to contain some of the beautifull characters and places JK invented.
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There was nothing I could do anymore, he tied me up, he covered my mouth, all I could do now was just pretend.. I pretended I was somewhere else, not feeling his entire body lying on top of me. I pretended I was someone else, someone who stuff like this didn't happen to. I pretended I didn't feel it, that it was alright, pretending was so much easier with him.
When I pretended to be happy with him, he wouldn't beat me, or at least not as much as normal, when I pretended I wasn't disgusted by him, he might not lock me up in the basement. When I pretended I liked him then maybe, just maybe he wouldn't beat and rape me, if I were lucky. Unfortunaly I had to pretend for 2 years, he kept me there, for 2 years, he convinced me my parents didn't want me anymore, that he was all I had left, no one else would take care of me. He was so agressive, I can still remember the first time he took me there, i was 12, allmost 13, everything is going to be allright he said. It was christmas soon, and he expected a gift. A special gift, a gift I wasn't ready to give him. He was, apparantly, very ready to take it from me though. Christmas eve, he stole it from me, and I'll never get it back, and inside he killed a piece of me, as he did every single time he did it again. The truth is, if after a long, struggling two years, his brother hadn't come, shocked by what he saw, and taken me away. I would've been dead by now, by his hand or my own I can't say, but I know for certain that I couldn't have taken it much longer. He came right after the worst emotional blow. I was standing in the kitchen, crying as allways, blood in my face, he hit me again, he knew I should be having my period by now, but I wasn't. He blamed me, he had raped me for every single day for the last 2 years, and he was surprised he got me pregnant. He got so mad at me, before I even saw it coming he hit me again, and again, and then he hit me in my stumach, and everything just turned pitchblack. I remember that he hit me several times more after that, I heard screams, screams I wasn't certain were my own. I little while later I felt someone pick me up and all I remember after that is the hospital i woke up at. My parents sitting beside my bed..
Now, two years later, I've escaped him, my best friend, his brother, he got me out of that hellhole. My best friend, my savior ,the father of my godchildren, a beautiful little girl, and a yet to be born godson. This year I'm going to start the 7th year at Hogwarts, I spent the first 2 years of my schooling at beauxbatons, while the 3d throughout 6th year, I got home schooled for personal reasons.. But now, I'm ready to start living my life again, I'm ready to enter society again. No more fears, nothing is gonna stop me now, I want to live my life again. Maybe even be happy again.
I was surprised, to say the least, when this summer I got a letter from the Headmistress of Hogwarts, asking me to come study and finish my education at Hogwarts school for witchcraft and wizardry. In that letter she also informed me I would be made headgirl. I didn't quite understand why, so I sent her a letter. She replied very shortly after that and said that apparently the other girl she found most capable would be absent most year, and she hoped that I would be good for house unity. For this last year I would not be sorted, I would be living in a separate common room with the headboy so I wouldn't even be seeing much of my houseroom anyway. And not being sorted would surely be an advantage in the battle to improve the house unity. And now, here I am, standing on platform 9¾, ready to board the Hogwarts express, my new life ready to begin any minute now..
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AN. Please let me know what you think.. this is just a prologue if you see anything you think could/should be improved, don't be afraid to let me know :)