Who I am

My name is Shawn Spencer and I want to tell you my life.

First, I'm 35 and I live in Santa Barbara with my friends/family. Let me introduce you to them.

There's Gus. He's my best friend, like a brother to me. We met when we were 5. He lived next to me. We started to talk with each other and then we became more and more close. Now he works with me at Psych. It's a psychic agency. We help the Santa Barbara Police Department on cases. Years ago, I had no choice but pretend that I was a psychic like this they won'y arrest me and put me in jail. Gus and my father are the only ones who know about my secret.

My father, Henry Spencer, is a retired cop. He helps the SBPD as a consultant. The relationship between my father and me is …. complex. We always fight for nothing but, even if we don't show it, we love each other. When I was young, he always taught me how to be a good cop, how I should react if I was in a hostage situation, a kidnapping situation. I always tought that it was stupid but one day, all of this saved my life. Well, it's still saving my life. With this psych buisiness, Gus' and my life had been put in danger I don't how many times.

I blamed my father a long time because my mother leaved ( I discovered later that it was my mother who wanted to leave)

My mother, Madilyn Spencer, is a psychatric. She lives in New York and I don't see her very much. I talk to her sometimes but it's been 3 years since I saw her.

Now, let me tell you about my friends at the SBPD. First, there's Juliet. Detective Juliet O'hara. She's a pretty blonde with big blue eyes. I like her very much. She's a good friend. I love her smile and when she tries to understand my «visions». She always laugh to my stupid jokes. She's adorable

I can't say the same things for her partner, Carlton Lassiter, the Head Detective. Gus and I always call him Lassie, you know, like the dog. It annoys him but it make us happy. He will never say it but he likes us. It's true that sometimes he wants to shoot us, espacially me, but we're still friends.

There's Chief Vick too. Karen Vick. She was my father's partner. They are good friends. I think that's why she likes me. She's nice with Gus and me. She gives us a lot of cases.

I have lot of friends at the SBPD like Buzz McNab, Adrien Lawson and others.

I love my life and I don't want it to change. Unfortunately, nothing stays the way it is. I wish I could live longer with my family. I love all of them so much that I could give my life for them. I wish I could them how much I cared about them, how much they mean to me.

But I can't.

My name is Shawn Spencer, I am 35 and I'm inhaling the last breath of my life. The life that I wanted to live for much longer with my family. I can hear them running towards me but it's too late.

I am lying in a pool of blood, my blood, with two bullets in my chest.