A/N: I don't own House MD.
Ok, this is my first House fic ever. Don't yell at me too much! I have an idea, so I think I'll expand this little poem-thingy if anyone likes it. It's House's view of Cuddy and the affair they're having while she's with Lucas. Please tell me what you think!
Tomorrow Will Be Normal
Tomorrow will be normal, but it's still today.
And I know that when your cell rings, you'll leave.
I knew this wasn't a good idea from the start,
But you didn't care.
You're different now,
Colder
And I'm not sure that you care about me.
Your 'woe-is-me' attitude is getting old.
Your cell rings.
You whisper "Good bye," and "I love you,"
But I don't think I believe you (Everybody lies, after all).
My kiss is desperate, a silent plea for you to stay,
Which you ignore, because you want to get back to your perfect family.
You are using me and I know it
But I will continue to let you,
Even through the shame,
Because I want so badly just to be with you.
I ask you if you will ever be mine,
And you answer with empty promises
Or tell me "I need a good father for Rachel."
But you don't know that I couldn't be a good father-
I never had a chance to try.
Why do I torture myself like this?
I don't remember ever being a masochist
And I'm sure Wilson would disapprove
If he knew what was going on
(But even he can't protect me from you)
Tomorrow will be normal.
Work will be the same as always.
We will insult, tease, and flirt.
No one will think anything is different.
Yes.
Tomorrow will be normal,
But tonight, I will cry.