The Past: What really Happened

Chapter one-Lily

Lily Evans, a girl who knows not who she is, or who she should be. A girl who's scared to face reality. No ones knows why Lily's like this, because know one knows her past. What she blames herself for, which she has no control over. She's beautiful, that's for sure, but no one has seen this. For books and school work hide her beauty. Two boys though, they knew the real her. Although that's what they tought.

Lily's the smartest fifth year in Hogwarts, which shows since she's skipped a whole year, and they feel she should be in seventh year, but Dumbledore has different plans for Ms. Evans, that only he knows about.

Lily's room in Hogwarts is away from all the rest, though in Gryffindor she stays away from the population. Dumbledore, since Lily's second year has given her this room, only at her request.

Lily has only a father, a horrible man. He has no respect for her what so ever. Lily's sister Peutina, she hasn't seen since her wedding last year. Lily's mother died, giving birth to Lily. Which her Dad blames Lily for, but Lily doesn't understand how she killed her mother, and when she was so young.

From first to second year Lily was popular, James Potter and Sirius Black being her best friends. In second year Lily blocked all them out. Only because Lily had another best friend she had known her whole life. Joey Porter. A sweet girl who was not Lily's best friend, but Lily's sister. Not blood related as they thought they should have been, but only soul related.

Since birth Lily has been special. Being able to move objects with her mind, and use her hands not wand as her source of magic. Knowing she had these special powers, she tried to hide them, feeling people would act strange around her.

Dumbledore, since Lily's birth had known that a Dark Lord would soon be coming after her, trying to hurt all those around her. Just to get close enough to her to attack. He never told Lily of his thoughts, feeling she would block out the world entirely. What Dumbledore didn't know is that, Lily in a way knew what he was thinking. She knew he was after her, and what would come if she kept her friends close.

In Lily's second year, Joey seemed to know what was coming for her. Trying to tell Lily to leave her alone, just forget about her. In a way Dumbledore knew she was different, just like Lily. After Lily wouldn't leave Joey alone, knowing Joey's faith Lily started to crumble. Joey only a month after she knew her time would soon be up.

After Joey's death, Lily totally crumbled. Blocking out the entire outside world. Letting go of her love for a certain boy, and friendships she would never forget. Dumbledore gave her a separate room when she asked, and he wouldn't give her the other request she asked for. Dumbledore thought it would be good if she continued taking her classes with her old friends, though Lily ignored James and Sirius completely.

Sirius and James, still not giving up. They were a year older than her and showed her all the ropes of the castle. Lily, whenever asked about James or Sirius acted though she'd never even met them. Still sending her Christmas and birthday gifts, she still wouldn't come out of her shell. Sirius and James felt it was there job to find out the truth about her, why she would do this to her best friends.

Now in their fifth year at Hogwarts, since their second year, they haven't given up on Lily. When Dumbledore skipped her a grade James and Sirius knew what he was trying to. They guess they would have to play it by ear. They know whatever it takes for Lily to crack; they'll do it, but how?