A/N: Yes I no I am writing another H/H fic called 'Harry's Holiday Romance' but while I was thinking, this story just came to mind so I thought I might as well let you all read it.
Please R&R I would forever be grateful!
A short fluffy fic from Ron POV. I hope you enjoy.
My forever broken heart.
There they are again. God look at them. Why can't that be me? Why can't I be the one she wants, not Harry?! Everyone knows about them, everyone says that there's this great connection they have together. Like they just flow.
I'm surprised it hasn't been announced in the Daily Prophet, I can see it now…"The Great Harry Potter Finally in Love!" Rita Skeeter would have a field day, to say the least!
Yes, I know I love her too, and I know my heart aches and dies a little bit more every time I see her smile or laugh with him, or when she softy traces his jaw line with her delicate little fingers.
Oh why can't she feel for me what she feels for him?
It's not fair!
He can get any girl he wants, so why does he have to pick the girl I want?
He doesn't know I love her too, I couldn't tell him. I've wanted to hold her, to have her say she loves me too for over 2 years now, but I was just too secretive.
I didn't want to tell him that I loved her in case he laughed or told her. But now I wish I did. I could have prevented my worst nightmare! I could have had her all to myself! But no! I had to go and be a damn fool and keep my feelings a secret. I had to go and tell him that I know she'd feel the same way and that he has my blessing to ask her out. What an idiot I am!
I can remember the conversation we had just a few hours ago, even though I want to forget it; it's all I can think about.
~*~Flashback~*~
"Hey Ron."
"Hey Harry. What's up?"
"Not much." Harry said but I knew something was up.
"Come on pal, you can tell me. I am your best mate, or did you forget that?" I replied determined to find out what was bothering my best mate.
He laughed slightly, a nervous laugh I noted.
"Well, it's just that, IwanttoaskHermioneout." He stumbled out his words, with his voice dropping into a whisper.
My mouth had dropped slightly; did I just hear what I thought I heard? Harry wanted to ask Hermione out! My Hermione!
I knew they liked to flirt and have a laugh together but I thought it was just pure friendly fun, I never thought that he fancied her. Never in my wildest dreams!
And then just to make matters worse I spoke the words that were defiantly not top of my list in the things to say right now, actually they wouldn't even be on a list!
"Well you should go for it, mate." I said forcing a smile.
Harry beamed back at me. "You really mean it?" he said, his eyes pleading with me to say yes once more.
"Yes, Harry. I mean it." How could I let down my best mate in the whole world, the guy who meant the most to me, (in a strictly non-gay way, of course)? Easy, I couldn't.
~*~End Flashback~*~
So here I was three hours later, sitting on my own, watching as my best mate broke my already crumbled heart by smashing it in my face.
Just as I looked their way, they're lips meat in a long kiss. As they both pulled away…I could see the happiness in her eyes, the smile forever playing on her lips.
And from this moment on I know I will never be able to mend my broken heart.
"I love you Hermione." These are the last words I would ever be able to say again.
A/N: Hope you liked it! Please R&R!
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And a big, big, big thank you to Jen my beta-read person. Thanx so much! Luvs ya xxx