River Song was sitting all alone in her cell in Stormcage. Like most of the time, she was thinking about the Doctor. All adventures they've been through and every moment she had with him. Memories were always happy and sad at the same time. Even the happy moments can become sad once they are over.
Her diary was like a part of her soul- she could always read it and imagine everything again. Doctor was so wonderful and they had good times together, but River knew everything is coming to an end. Doctor now knew who she is, but he still didn't know who she killed.
Sometimes she just wanted to tell him everything, so there wouldn't be any more secrets. But she knew she couldn't tell him, for it would be a great risk and she did not want to risk losing him. The Doctor meant a lot to River. Often she asked herself if she's in love with him. She was, in many ways. She just didn't want to confess it to herself. River Song was, after all, a super hero and a very strong woman.
But there were just so many times- like now- that she wanted the Doctor to be with her. She opened her diary, reading it for hours. When she finished she could feel that it was already late at night. She closed her eyes for few moments, a bit tired.
Then suddenly River heard a sound. The sound was wonderful, but she thought she was just imagining it. She opened her eyes slightly, thinking she won't see anything, but there it was!
The good old blue Tardis, standing just outside her cell. "My doctor." River impatiently thought and she was up in a second.
She leaned to her cell door, waiting for the Doctor to open the door. That happened just few seconds afterwards. And just like River wished, Doctor was there, in his usual suit with bowtie and a wide smile across his face.
"Hello sweetie." River smiled seductively.
"Well hello there." Doctor smiled back. He leaned against River's door, his face just slightly away from hers.
"What brings you around, doctor?" River asked.
"I've come to visit you. Prison must be exhaustingly boring but then again, it's your fault. A little bird told me you've been a bad, bad girl." Doctor said confidently, but River could sense he was a bit nervous.
She laughed and then kissed his lips slightly. "What about you open this door?" She muttered seductively, moving away from the door, so Doctor could sonic it.
Once he was inside, River wanted to pull him close, but he wanted to stop her. "River, wait, I'm here to talk."
He mumbled, but then River started kissing his neck and he groaned slightly, until she bit him. "River!" He almost shouted.
River grinned: "See, you are already screaming my name." She laughed.
"No really River, wait, I need to ask you something important." He muttered while she was trying to untie his bowtie. "River, will I regenerate?" Doctor asked nervously.
"Spoilers." She smirked. Suddenly he grabbed her face and looked deeply in her eyes.
"River, tell me. This shouldn't be that big of a secret."
River was quiet, thinking about it. She could in fact tell him, even though she intended not to.
"Yes, you will." She softly sad and took his hand, wondering how he will take the news. Doctor was quiet and he was looking away. River could sense his sadness.
"How many times?" He asked.
"I can't tell you that." River said seriously.
"But will I regenerate soon? Tell me, River. I want to know!" He started raising his voice a bit.
River suddenly remembered she didn't even ask him where are they in their timelines, but she knew she couldn't ask him at the moment.
"Soon." She whispered. "You have maybe a year or two left."
Doctor looked away with a sad look in his eyes:
"I don't want to go, River. I want to stay me. I don't want to change anymore." River didn't know what to say. She was, however, quite surprised by his words because she knew it was a bit early for him to already trust her. Maybe he is just too worried, River thought, and he knows I know what will happen.
"You don't need to raise your voice at me, you know." River said.
"I'm sorry. It's just... Sorry. It's not your fault." He kissed her on the top of her head while gently caressing her hair.
"I love you hair, River." He mumbled. River smiled, while her hand ran through his hair. "Yours isn't so bad either. The hair of an idiot, I once heard that."
Doctor giggled, looking at River. He put her hands around her waist, quite vaguely and he pulled her closer.
"Oh Doctor." River muttered, as she bit her lip muttered seductively.
"Oh River." He smiled slightly. Their faces were very close, but they were just looking at each other.
"River Song, "Doctor whispered in her ear, "We are so close now, tell me, who did you kill?"
