I sigh as I look outside of my window. Tomorrow is the adoption fair. If you don't know what that is it's basically where me and 24 other kids go outside and stand around for people to look at us. They treat us like animals. But in all honestly the adoption center itself isn't as bad as most people say it is. we have enough food and clothes it's just a little cramped and some of the other girls my age and older can be annoying, they mess with my stuff and call me emo. they tried to fight me once but my best friend liza saved me. shes 3 years older than me. Mrs. Smith is nice...unless she gets mad then she turns into satan. enough about them for now. My name is Y/N and I am 14 years old. I have been at sunny side adoption center for the past 10 years of my life and I have pretty much accepted the fact I am not going to get adopted. Most couples want a younger child like Autumn or Grace. they got adopted yesterday. but I am happy for them they are twins and have been here since they were 7 months old. I do stuff I am not proud of. Cutting being one of those. I want to stop but it's hard I've even tried having a rubber band around my wrists and pulling it once I got the urge. Also this thing Liza mentioned. You draw a butterfly and if you cut the butterfly the butterfly dies. But neither of those work. Most people look at me give a pity smile and go to someone else. I know why so I just gave up. Mrs. Smith comes in (what they are saying will be in bold)"y/n dinner is ready" she says telling me I need to come down and eat.I get off my bed and put on a fall out boy hoodie and put my hair in a ponytail then walk downstairs and sit next to liza. We do our secret handshake and get some food. We say grace and eat in silence. I clear my plate and head up to my room that I share with liza. I listen to music softly singing along with Brendon urie.
"I'm a scholar and a gentleman and I usually don't fall when I try to stand,I lost a bet to chiffon skirt. But I make these high heels work" I sing. I look at the time and Liza walks in. We talk about bands and when my chemical romance will get back together. About the album bluryface and how amazing the music is. then it's time to go to bed.