I wish you hadn't left me alone in this world,

I miss you so much, I need someone to hold.

You didn't let me say good-bye, you cute little bastard.

Instead you left me in the dark, feeling heartbroken and sad.

You were the one I wanted to spend my life with,

I bought you this ring to show you that.

But now that you're gone, I'm just sitting here crying

in front of your grave, down on my knees

with this whiskey bottle and a gun.

I'll see you soon Roxas, I don't know where I'll go.

But if you're there, I'll know I'm in heaven

with my own blonde angel.

I love you, Roxas.

~Axel

This is what I thought Axel would be feeling after reading Cancer Cells. That was the first AkuRoku story that made me cry and it still does.='( poor Axel.