Authors note: Hey guys and dolls I know I haven't posted anything in a while so i thought i would reward you with a Sherlock one-shot( unless you want me to carry on!) if you want me to write more please send me a request by a PM!

I do not own Sherlock (unfortunately)

please tell me what you think by reviewing, reviews are like chocolate and I like chocolate...

-iamnemesis

7 days 4 minutes 32 second since you left, until you walked out the door with the last of your boxes.

8 days 43 minutes and 17 seconds since you called me a freak, a machine , a psychopath. Didn't you know me at all John? You knew I had emotions, I just didn't show them.

2 days 45 minutes and 59 seconds since I last cried, or first cried anyway.

Now I am just numb.

Now it's 6 minutes before the high hits and I die of an overdose, and you won't care.

Now it's 3 minutes before I embrace the darkness, breathing is getting hard now.

Now it's one minute before I stop living, my lips are getting blue, I close my eyes and take a last shaky breath.

Now I lose track of time, I stop breathing as soon as you burst through the door.

You came back and that's what matters.