Penguin: Hullo! It's been a while since I posted a new one-shot xD So here you go! WARNING: Be prepared to cry…because there's gonna be so sad moments in this o3o
Onward! (A/N: All of the text will be in italics because it's a letter.)
Hi…
I know that you probably won't be able to read this…but I need to write this down…to stop feeling guilty…to stop feeling pain…
To get over you. I didn't mean to hurt you…I never did…But I did it anyway…But I didn't know…you were suffering.
I didn't know that you standing there was your cry for help. Every day…I'd see you standing there…every time I got home from school…
I didn't know why you were there…but you just stared at me, directly at me…and I didn't know why…
I thought it was because you were shy…but it was so much more…
Every day after school…you'd be there, but you wouldn't say anything. You'd just stand there, with ripped clothes and messy hair. And I thought you were just standing there waiting for me…
But you needed help and I didn't notice. One day…I came home from school…
And you weren't there.
I looked for you…day and night…and I found out that you…killed yourself…
I felt guilty…because I didn't save you…and I didn't notice your cry for help…I didn't do anything…
Why didn't I do anything for you? I could have done something…but now, you're lost forever…
Your parents are still devastated…Alya's distant…nothing's the same without you here…I could have loved you, protected you…I still wish I could…
Your beautiful eyes, your beautiful hair…your kindness…
God, I'm an idiot for not noticing you needed someone to help you. Is this…how it was meant to be? For you to suffer… and for me to regret not coming to you sooner?
Was this how life wanted it? I know I shouldn't be blaming myself…but every night…I think about you…and you still standing outside my house…crying for help…
I'll never know…what it's like to hold you…kiss you…hug you…cuddle you…
I should have talked to you…instead of just watching you…
Marinette…
Please come back to me…
Please…
Come back. Nothing fits with you. Nothing works without you… Nothing is the same…
Life is blank and meaningless…
I hope you know…
That I loved you. I really did. I didn't mean to break you…I didn't mean any of it…
Please…be happy up there for me…and know…
I'll always love you…no matter what…
Love,
Adrien Agreste
Penguin: I'm sorry…~sniffles~ Bye…