DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN POKEMON OR ITS CHARACTERS.
Dedication: Arysd - Thanks for reviewing my stories and for telling me that my other story 'Love is' was a poem.
Man, all the stories (Well, a story AND a poem.) I've written so far are all Pokemon. But, I'll write different stories someday. But, for now, I'll stick to Pokemon. Please, read and enjoy. Constructive criticism will be much appreciated. Flames not so much. Hope you like it, Mira.
Painful Love
I'm walking on broken glass... It hurts. But, not as much when you broke my heart.
It's been three months since you left me. I felt so alone when you were gone. My heart ached with every minute that passed by. I know my heart broke into a thousand pieces that day. That day you left me. I still find it hard to believe that you chose him over me. When you were with me, all you could talk about was him. Didn't I give you all that you asked for? Wasn't I the one who listened to your problems and worries? Is it not enough? Didn't I make you happy?
You made my heart bleed in pain. You made me bleed in pain.
When you were with him, all he talks about are other things besides you. He didn't give you the things that you asked for. He wasn't there for you when you needed him. He sometimes made you mad or miserable. But, I guess, that's what you like about him. He might not see your feelings for him. Everyone else did. I guess, he really was that oblivious to girls or emotions. He might know a lot of stuff about other things; Nevertheless, he doesn't know a thing about love.
Still, my heart longs for you. It cries for you.
Whenever you fall asleep during the movies we watched, it was his name that you call, not mine. It was always him. Always about Ash Ketchum, my best friend and rival. Everytime you say his name, I noticed how your eyes sparkled with happiness... With love. When it's my name you call, your eyes contain nothing... It was empty. In my dreams, it's still you who I seek. I find myself calling your name in my sleep. In my dream. In my daily life. My heart is calling for you. It's crying so loudly. I think everybody around me can hear it. How about you? Can you hear it's cry?
It needs you. I... need you.
When we were together, I always looked forward to our meetings. I always looked forward to your face. Your eyes. Your smile. Your presence... It was all enough to brighten even my darkest days. But now... No one is here to do that. Heck, no one is there for me. Although, it might not show, my world is breaking apart. My heart is breaking apart. I am breaking apart. And, it's all because of you. I need you to come back to me. I need you to fix my broken world. My broken heart. My broken self.
Although, I know you will break my heart again. I couldn't care less...
Even though I want to bring you back, I know what your answer will be. It's clear that you're happier with him than you were with me. He might not be the smartest guy out there, but he knew how to make you happy. He might not be the most handsome boy, but his face always makes you smile. And, it's true that he is considered a loser by others, specifically me, he was the one who won your heart. I find it hard to move on, because, you were the first person I truly loved. But, it is also you who were the first person to break my heart.
Cause, I was foolish enough to believe that you truly loved someone like me.
I know you will never come back to me, because, you only used me to make him jealous. I saw this when you left me. Even if he died, Ash Ketchum will always be the one you love. How could I have been so blind? If it was a snake, it would have bitten me right in the face. And, it would've killed me. But, I still believed that you really loved me. Though, it was clear from the beginning, I was blinded. Blinded by my love for you. And, man... Was I foolish enough to believe that you truly loved someone like me...
End
It wasn't actually mentioned, but, yeah, it's Gary's POV. And, he's talking about Misty. So, it's anti(?) Egoshipping and pro Pokeshipping. Well, Mira likes Egoshipping and Pokeshipping. She also likes Contestshipping, but, I couldn't do it. -shudders- Ugh.. the horrors. Anyways, here you go~! Please, review and tell me what you think. Also, vote on my poll and read the preview 'Untitled'. Thanks =3
Added Info.
Again, keep out of reach of children. Unless, you want those children to be as crazy as B. Trust me, you don't.
