Family

What can I say?
It's what I never had.
No soft, warm cookies,
nothing like the people caught in a web
of never-ending love.
No warm, fuzzy feelings,
only darkness, hatred.
No mesmerizing sound of mothers returning,
no comforting father's laugh to abate my fears.
Only hard, cold slaps
of a loud, drunken uncle.
No sweet cinnamon apple pie smell,
no innocent mother's soft touch.
Only the hard, scared, evil looks of the patrons
from this, this... odious face.
What I yearn for most-
a smiling, laughing family.
Others may covet it,
others may have it,
but it's what I will never have-
family.