Hey! This is my first story, so PLEASE go easy on me. I'm not sure if I'll make this be a multiple chapter story or not, so please be patient with me. I hope you enjoy!
(By the way, this takes place during/after Chapters and Choices, so don't read if you don't want me to spoil it)
I don't own Austin and Ally
Austin's POV
It was magical. No, it was more than that. It was amazing. No, that couldn't even begin to describe it. I, Austin Moon, was kissing the most perfect girl in the world, Ally Dawson. We pulled apart, and she smiled at me. I think he was nervous. My heart was racing, and I couldn't think. She smiled her beautiful, warm smile at me, and I gave her one in return. I wanted to say something, but them Kira came around the corner
"Austin, I've been thinking, and I want to be your girlfriend," she said, and gave me a hug. No! I thought. I had just realized I didn't just have a small crush on Ally. That wasn't it at all. I loved her. I wanted her to be my girlfriend. I wanted to kiss her and hug her whenever I wanted. I wanted to make her smile, and beat up anyone that hurt her. I wanted her to call me in the middle of the night because she couldn't fall asleep, and then I would come over and cuddle with her until she did. I wanted to say I love you to her, and have her say it back. I wanted her to be mine.
Ally's POV
Oh. My. Gosh. Austin kissed me. Oh. My. Gosh. It was perfect, and better than I thought it would be. Oh. My. Gosh. There is no way this is real. It has to be a prank or something. Maybe I'm dreaming. Oh. My. Gosh. I'm not dreaming. This was too good to be true. Austin asked Kira to be his girlfriend, and she said yes.
I can feel myself start tearing up. I turn around and run before Austin can see me. I don't want to upset him. Then again, he probably doesn't care. He has a girlfriend now, and she's really pretty, and can make him so much happier than I ever could. I'm so stupid. What made me think that a guy like him would ever go for a girl like me?
I'm back in the practice room again. This time when my mom knocks on the door, I don't let her in. I don't let Austin in either. I don't want them to see me like this. They were just talking about what a strong person I am, and now I'm sitting on the piano bench, surrounded by tissues and crumpled pages from my journal with tear stains on my face and huge globs of tears still running down my face. All because of Austin. Well, I guess I can't blame him. It's not his fault that I thought we had something. It's all because of me, and my idiocy.
I hear a gentle knock on the door. "Yes?" I croak with a sniffle. "Hey. It's me," comes Trish's voice. "Can I come in?"
Trish's POV
Ally unlocks the door, and I walk in to see crumpled paper and tissues everywhere. I pick up one of the papers. "Do you mind?" I ask. "Go ahead. I don't care anymore," Ally replies, bursting into tears again. I uncrumple the paper. Its an entry from the day she told me she liked Austin.
Dear Secret Journal that No Ones Allowed to Read,
I like Austin. We were in the music room, and I was helping him with his date with Kira. He sat REALLY close to me, because he was pretending I was Kira of course. Anyways, he smelled AMAZING, and I still can't seem to get his smell out of my nose. Then he put his arm around me. I never really noticed, but his muscles are kind of big. Not like he's on steroids big, more like he works out often big. I laid my head on his shoulder, and it was perfect. Like, everything felt, right. Then we leaned back and looked into each other's eyes. I've never really noticed how beautiful his eyes are, either. I mean, I've always thought they were pretty, but never beautiful. Today, I realized how they're almost the color of milk chocolate, and so easy to get lost in. I, of course, did, and I felt dizzy and got butterflies. It was such an amazing feeling. Then, I had the sudden urge to kiss him, which was weird, because he's my best friend. I obviously didn't, because Dez walked in the room. He is an amazing mood-killer. Liking him is almost stupid, though. He's head-over-heels for Kira, and I don't blame him. But, can you blame me for hoping? Well, I have to go plan for Austin's date. Ugh. I hate my life right now.
I looked at Ally, and instantly felt awful. She REALLY liked Austin, and it seemed she almost knew this would happen, but still hung on to the hope that he would choose her. Once I realized that, I had the sudden urge to beat the crap out of Austin. I don't care that we're close and that he's Ally's best friend. He hurt her, so I'm gonna hurt him. "I'll be right back," I say a little too sweetly. When I walk out, Ally follows, knowing something's up.
I find Austin leaning on the counter, his hand in his hair and his eyes clouded over and looking out into space. He doesn't even notice me when I walk down the stairs, giving him a look that could kill. When he looks at Ally, his eyes lighten up, then look like a puppy that's gotten it' favorite toy taken away. "Ally," he says, slowly, softly, sadly. But that's all he has time to say before I give him a good punch in the stomach.
Austin's POV
I'm so focused on Ally that I don't even see her curly-haired friend coming at me until it's too late. She punches me in the stomach, hard, and when I double over she slaps me across the face with no mercy. I hear Ally yell for her to stop, and her yelling things like, "This is for Ally," "How could you do this to her?" and, worst of all, "I knew she shouldn't have trusted you." That last one hurt more than anything else she said or did to me. Ally trusted me. She pretty much handed her heart to me, and I ripped it in half. How could I do that to sweet, innocent, little Ally?
I feel a small, soft hand on my face. "Trish! He's bleeding," I hear Ally whisper angrily. All I hear is Trish mutter something about me deserving it and that I should be lucky I'll still be able to have children. "I do deserve it," I moan. "I know you do! Why do you think I did it?" Trish yells, attempting to hit me again. Surprisingly, Ally defends me, saying, "Hurt him Trish and I swear I will make sure you regret it." She is obviously shocked, and she obviously is tempted to do something anyways, but instead she just says, "I'll just leave you two alone."
Ally's POV
Trish is going to end up in prison if someone hurts me more than Austin did. He's going to be hurting in the morning. I get up to get him some ice, but he grabs my wrist, his large, warm hand catching me off guard. "Please don't leave me, baby." Baby? Did he just call me baby? Maybe he thinks I'm Kira. I haven't been talking much. "I'm just going to get you some ice," I say, thinking he'll recognize my voice. "Ally. Please. Don't go." What is his problem? "Austin, you're going to start to swell. Please. Let me help you," I say. "I don't care. I don't want you to leave. Please don't leave me baby," he says again, trying to pull me closer. I yank away. "What is your problem?" I yell. "Are you trying to play with my heart? You kissed me, and you had already asked out Kira. You knew she would say yes. Who wouldn't? You're Austin freaking Moon. Everyone loves you. Everyone falls for you. Including me. I fell for you. I pretty much just gave you my heart. And you wanna know what you did? You ripped into little tiny pieces, so small I doubt anyone will be able to fix it. And you want to know what sucks the most? I still love you, and if you asked me to be your girlfriend I'd say yes, and you'd find someone better again, and right after you fixed it, you would break it again. As much as I want to, I can't stop wanting you to be mine." After my little speech, I literally break down. I fall to my knees, new tears rolling down my face. I just poured out my heart to him, and I had a feeling he was going to make me regret it.
Austin's POV
What have I done to her? Now she's rolled into a ball, rocking back and forth crying, and it's all my fault. I watch her for a minute or two, then crouch down beside her and pull her close to me. "Don't touch me!" she yells, lashing out at me. "Ally, please, just hear me out," I say softly. I wait another minute or two as she calms down, then I crouch down to her level again and look her in the eyes. "Ally, I'm so sorry. I really am. Please, let me tell you what happened once you left..."
Flashback (Nobody's POV)
"What was that all about?" Kira asked. "Look Kira, I'm really sorry I figured this out after you said yes, but I think I love Ally. I'm not saying I don't have feelings for you, all I'm saying is I think the ones for Ally are stronger. You're a great person, and it has nothing to do with you. Although we have a lot in common, I think Ally's the one for me," Austin explains slowly, hoping he didn't hurt her feelings too. Kira just smiles. "Austin, I've known this whole time. A little piece of me was hoping you liked me more, but it's really okay. Go get her, tiger," She finishes with a wink and a playful punch. "Thanks so much for understanding," Austin says, giving her a hug.
Austin's POV
Ally had almost brightened up, but looked a little confused. "Austin," she started. "Why in the world would you pick me over a girl like Kira?" Is she crazy? Did she listen to any of what I just told her? "Because, Ally, I love you," I say, and lean in to kiss her again. It's even better than the first, if that's even possible. When we pulled apart, she looked even more confused than before. "What?" I ask, laughing. She's so cute when she's confused. "It's just," she starts, but doesn't seem to be able to put her thoughts to words. "How could you love me," she says slowly, "but not Kira? She's so much better than me." This girl is seriously crazy. How could anyone be better than her? "Because, my dear Ally, you are perfect in every way, shape, and form," I tell her, making her smile. "Austin. I'm nowhere near perfect. I have so many flaws, it's not even funny," she laughs. I frown, suddenly becoming serious. "Ally. You don't understand. I understand you have flaws, but there are so many great things that I love about you that all of your flaws seem to be covered up. I love you so much, Ally, that I can overlook your flaws and focus on the things that I love about you," I say, making Ally's smile wider. "Wow Austin. That's really sweet," she says. She looks a little fluttered, and I think that's all she could think to say. "You know, though, there is one thing about you that I absolutely can't stand," I say, still serious. She looks taken aback and hurt. "Wha...What's that?" "You're not mine," I say, finally smiling. "Ally Dawson, will you be my girlfriend if I promise never to hurt you again?" She, again, looks taken aback and fluttered, but this time in a good way. "I...Um...well...I mean...I guess it wouldn't hurt if we did," she rambled. I had never been so happy in my life.
Dez's POV
I'm about to walk into the Sonic Boom when I see Austin pick up Ally and swing her around like a little girl. I'm so glad he made the right decision. Sausage is WAY better than mushroom. Oh, I'm happy about him and Ally too, but I really wanted the pizza with mushrooms. I just realized, now that Austin and Ally are dating, he's going to leave me again. I run into the room, probably ruining their moment but not really caring, and scream, "No, Ally! He's mine!" I run out, dragging him with me. "I'll call you later, babe," he shouts to Ally before we're out of the store. "No he won't! He's MINE!" I yell again. He then grabs my arm, drags me back in the store, and shoves me at Trish. "I'm not Bella," he adds, before grabbing Ally's hand and walking up to the music room with her. "What do you thin they're doing?" I ask Trish. "Either writing a song, making out, or both," she says in monotone. I looks at her a raise an eyebrow. "Do you think we should?" "I can't write a song, doofus," she says before smacking me on the back of the head and leaving.
Ally's POV
Austin drags me up the stairs and shuts the door behind us. "You're all mine now," he growls. I am DEFINATELY glad I'm dating him!
